calel
Jan 14, 2008, 11:44 PM
About two months ago my girlfriend and I stopped seeing each other. It was kind of a mutual thing. She needed more time with her kids. I understand her needing time with her kids, they are more important than I am. But it was kind of a sudden thing and it felt like she was using her kids as an excuse to give us some space. We talked a few times for a week or so and it seemed like she wanted nothing to do with me. So I stopped talking to her. Figuring if she really wanted me around that she would talk to me first. This did not work out. So a month later I called her and it seemed that I blew the relationship. We decided to stay friends. I still missed her, but figured I could move on, which I started to do. Then she got a new boyfriend, which made me a little jealous and I started to think about her a lot. She is now single again. I want to tell her how I feel and that I want her back. But I don't want to say something and push her away completely. I saw her the other night, we tried having a chat on web cams. She could here me, but I couldn't here her. Stuff I don't know how to fix. Anyway... it felt really good to see her. After a while we gave it up, but while I could see her I got the impression that she wanted to see me for reasons other than just talking. Just by the look on her face. But I'm one to easily read too much in to things. I pick up signs that I think mean something, but really don't. I'm not sure if I'm just lonely and I want her back for companionship. Or if I really want her back because its what I really want. Any suggestinos??