In a short time I grew up because of a certain lady that made me realize how to grow. Many here might know my past and if I knew how to quick link I would but that is something else. Well here is my question. I have grown up I am waiting for my girlfriend, I have adjusted to our time apart, my bi polarity/ personality disorder, paranoia basically everything that can destroy a relationship she stood by me, so now that she is going to be graduating in a year and other things are coming I want to know how to be supportive during all of it. Studying, research on how to enroll and all that stuff, how can I pay her back for all the bs I gave her now that she is about to go into a stressful time in her life.

What is she doesn't want any 'pay back?'