diane1234
Nov 27, 2007, 10:51 AM
I let my husband go on vacation, because he really needs one. I let him go with his friends and I told him I don't like you going with your friends (you always ask me that you like to go with your friends) but you really need one, as long as you don't hurt me in any ways and keep me happy that's fine. When he was leaving I hugged him and I cried saying I missed you, since we married for 10 years we always being to gather we never are a part.
He's vacation to Cuba was for 7 night, he didn't call me since he went, middle of the week I felt so lonely and missed him also worried what happen so I was on line search for phone number to call him I end up calling the hotel, middle of the night but he wasn't at his room so I left a message in his room saying wife call emergency , after I left the message couple of hours later one of his friends called back and ask me if I'm OK, I said yes I'm OK I was just wonder if you guys were OK, and I asked him where is my hubby he didn't answer my question , so I hanged up the phone. Next day around 4:00 pm my hubby phone me I ignored.
When he came back I didn't talk to him but he's face I could read he really had fun and to keep himself busy he had some special person with him.. because he didn't phone me and didn't show how much he loves me and care about me made me realized this is how much he loves me and cares about me past 10 years and future.
He was my life, friend, love basically everything,
Now my heart is broken into two pieces and I can't put them back together. But we are together because I have two kids with him and I need this family life going on good for my kids. But I can't for give him, every day I'm flashing back with those 7 nights without calling me, I'm burring like a candle every day without sharing my heart with him, I feel like he's not there any more. For me and he doesn't belong to me anymore. Also find a new pack of condom it wasn't there before.
He's vacation to Cuba was for 7 night, he didn't call me since he went, middle of the week I felt so lonely and missed him also worried what happen so I was on line search for phone number to call him I end up calling the hotel, middle of the night but he wasn't at his room so I left a message in his room saying wife call emergency , after I left the message couple of hours later one of his friends called back and ask me if I'm OK, I said yes I'm OK I was just wonder if you guys were OK, and I asked him where is my hubby he didn't answer my question , so I hanged up the phone. Next day around 4:00 pm my hubby phone me I ignored.
When he came back I didn't talk to him but he's face I could read he really had fun and to keep himself busy he had some special person with him.. because he didn't phone me and didn't show how much he loves me and care about me made me realized this is how much he loves me and cares about me past 10 years and future.
He was my life, friend, love basically everything,
Now my heart is broken into two pieces and I can't put them back together. But we are together because I have two kids with him and I need this family life going on good for my kids. But I can't for give him, every day I'm flashing back with those 7 nights without calling me, I'm burring like a candle every day without sharing my heart with him, I feel like he's not there any more. For me and he doesn't belong to me anymore. Also find a new pack of condom it wasn't there before.