Tyne26
Nov 19, 2007, 07:42 AM
Hi People,
First of all thanks for taking the time to read my post and any advice would be greatly helpful.
Im having trouble with my confidence. When I was younger at school I got teased about the way I looked (underbite jaw), got cheated on if I had a girlfriend and never felt good enough. When I'm out with one of my friends All the women seem to look at him and never pay me any attention. The other night a friend asked 2 ladies who was the better looking out of me and my mate and they both chose him... I felt terrrible and just wanted to go home. Any person would be happy for their friend but all I felt was jealousy and all I could think of was how I'm not good enough.
I keep thinking what is the point in being with someone if they think someone is better than what they have. My friend is a handsome guy (looks like Mel Gibson and is very well built), I'm skinny, losing my hair(what chance do I have).
When I'm out I constantly need attention, I can't help it, I hate being this way but it seems to be the only hing that can make me happy for that moment in time... I feel females control everything I do in life... for me to be happy I need to be praised, it sooooo wrong but I can't help it.
I need to be liked by everyone and that can never happen. I have been rejected by so many girls and hate myself due to this... Am I insane?? How do I deal better with these situations??
Please give advice Im really struggling enjoying anything in life at the moment
First of all thanks for taking the time to read my post and any advice would be greatly helpful.
Im having trouble with my confidence. When I was younger at school I got teased about the way I looked (underbite jaw), got cheated on if I had a girlfriend and never felt good enough. When I'm out with one of my friends All the women seem to look at him and never pay me any attention. The other night a friend asked 2 ladies who was the better looking out of me and my mate and they both chose him... I felt terrrible and just wanted to go home. Any person would be happy for their friend but all I felt was jealousy and all I could think of was how I'm not good enough.
I keep thinking what is the point in being with someone if they think someone is better than what they have. My friend is a handsome guy (looks like Mel Gibson and is very well built), I'm skinny, losing my hair(what chance do I have).
When I'm out I constantly need attention, I can't help it, I hate being this way but it seems to be the only hing that can make me happy for that moment in time... I feel females control everything I do in life... for me to be happy I need to be praised, it sooooo wrong but I can't help it.
I need to be liked by everyone and that can never happen. I have been rejected by so many girls and hate myself due to this... Am I insane?? How do I deal better with these situations??
Please give advice Im really struggling enjoying anything in life at the moment