Since I was a child, I always had a symptoms of viewing the southeast direction as dark and frightened. If I travelled in this direction no matter by car or train, it seemed to me that I'm heading somewhere off the land of the world. I lived in the southeast province of Fujian in China before and I immigrated to Australia. If I head northwest it seemed to me that I'm heading somewhere safe and the sky seemed more brighter in the northwest direction. The same things applies to me. This question is based on my personal view but if you got any clues for it, please post it. This is why I planned to go to live in some European countries or USA rather than New Zealand or Fiji.

Ever since I was young, I have always been drawn to places that are up North - snow, lots of trees and things being green in general during the warmer months. I don't know what it is that causes this. I have really no desire to go to places that are way down South. I'm sure that I would enjoy things once I got there. But, there is no desire within me to travel very far to the South of where I am right now.