shorty_got_skills
Nov 8, 2007, 11:16 PM
:confused: :( I am 16 and I am a sophomore (I have never failed). I really want to dropout, not because the work is hard, but because of the I have to go threw everyday! for example, I am very short 4 foot 9. and everyday I get for being so short, all the jokes and I get pushed down the stairs because "people can't see me". Everyday my teachers at me for no reason, my boyfriend thinks its because I seem like a pushover and like I wouldn't do anything because I'm so small and I seem so innocent, but I actually am the opposite. I have a tendency to talk back, and then get sent to the office, and get yelled at more there. Also I am not learning anything this year, except trig. and that's not going help me in my future. I get made fun of constantly for dating a big tall black guy (im white). People talk about me constantly and there is nothing I can do about it because if I hit them then I will get suspended (again) or even expelled, and my parents would FLIP! The things people can say to one single person is amazing! I have friends and everything but NONE are in my classes, all the people that I hate and the ones that hate me are in my classes so all class all I hear is them talking about me. Ive had to deal with it my WHOLE life I think its time that it stops but it doesn't. Im not dumb I'm actually pretty smart but like I can't show it because everything that happens effects me and I can't concentrate and all I want to do is leave. I feel like I am wasting my time cause I am not going to college. I can't afford it.
My parents are trying to say that if I stay in school they will pay me for good grades. I can get my permit if I maintain a C average (my average right now is D-E.) and the only way I can keep my job is if I maintain a C average.
And my parents don't help either cause they always yell at me for things that arnt my fault. I get in trouble at school for NOTHING! I can be walking in the hall with a pass to go where I am going and I will get yelled at then I have something to say (no volger language) and then I get in trouble so my parents yell at me and ground me. And when I get grounded I like go INSANE! Cause I sit in my room and all I can think about is everything that's wrong in my life (I don't think about that when I'm with my friends). I am manic depressant so that doesn't help anything!
I WANT TO GET OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL and either get my GED or high school diploma online.
I have no idea what to do! And no one will listen to me!
Please give me advice!!
:confused: :confused: :( :(
My parents are trying to say that if I stay in school they will pay me for good grades. I can get my permit if I maintain a C average (my average right now is D-E.) and the only way I can keep my job is if I maintain a C average.
And my parents don't help either cause they always yell at me for things that arnt my fault. I get in trouble at school for NOTHING! I can be walking in the hall with a pass to go where I am going and I will get yelled at then I have something to say (no volger language) and then I get in trouble so my parents yell at me and ground me. And when I get grounded I like go INSANE! Cause I sit in my room and all I can think about is everything that's wrong in my life (I don't think about that when I'm with my friends). I am manic depressant so that doesn't help anything!
I WANT TO GET OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL and either get my GED or high school diploma online.
I have no idea what to do! And no one will listen to me!
Please give me advice!!
:confused: :confused: :( :(