View Full Version : Trapped in the closet or not at all
JustSomeGuy
Oct 30, 2007, 01:56 PM
Hello, I am a 16 year old boy that Lives in FL, USA. Im basically your average kid, I go out with friends, go to the movies, skating etc etc. But lately I've notice some weird feeling I have never felt before. I sometimes judge guys in my head , like saying 'o he's cute', and when I watch porn movies, I can't help it checking out the guys /personal parts. I also notice I sit very girly, with my legs crossed, I come from a background where gay are not accepted, and that they go to hell. But I also like girls, a lot, and in my school there's quite a few gay-open people that makes me feel more comfortable. I hope someone helps me figure this out, I hope its just some feelings that will go away, I couldn't imagine what my family would do if they heard me say this.thx
Sally-Diane
Oct 30, 2007, 03:31 PM
Hello, I am a 16 year old boy that Lives in FL, USA. Im basically your average kid, I go out with friends, go to the movies, skating etc etc. But lately I've notice some weird feeling i have never felt before. I sometimes judge guys in my head , like saying 'o hes cute', and when i watch porn movies, i can't help it checking out the guys /personal parts. i also notice i sit very girly, with my legs crossed, I come from a background where gay are not accepted, and that they go to hell. But i also like girls, a lot, and in my school theres quite a few gay-open ppl that makes me feel more comfortable. I hope someone helps me figure this out, i hope its just some feelings that will go away, i couldn't imagine what my family would do if they heard me say this.thx
Hi its sounds like your bi-sexuall which means you like men and woman do am a bi woman I was to emmbarist to say anything to any one in school but I'm 19 now and my partner knows I'm bi and all my mates. I found it easy to tell a close mate threw text message she was cool with and a couple of weeks later I found she felt the same about me and I had no idea, we got together and were really close now.
JustSomeGuy
Oct 30, 2007, 05:28 PM
I guess its just the fact of how I was raised, you know when I'm with my friends and we do some dumb stuff, their reaction is like 'hah you gay' or 'lol that was gay', and I just roll with and laugh with them, them not knowing how I feel inside. Like when I think about it, it scares me, what if I go with it, how am I going to tell my parents? Just so many thoughts.