.. . when I smile all I see is even more uglyness in myself and I have braces you idiot!! Sorry to be rude but still I don't know how to over come my feelings and I just wish I could die I just hate my face so much

Don't hate what you look like I'm sure that you are very pretty. You have to think more of yourself. Have a little self confadicence. Just because you have braces doesn't mean anything. A lot of people have braces. Even a lot of adults now. How old are you?

OR very handsome. Im sorry I'm not sure if you are a male or Female. Im sorry if I affended you at all.