fenderteleman
Sep 26, 2007, 12:23 PM
Hey I'm 22 yrs old going on 23, for the last 3 years going on 4 I've totally became reclusive I have no friends or partners, and I've sat in the house nearly every day for 6 months at a time going out the occasional day to go to appointments with doctors.
I have something called bier spots they in curable or treatable they are gradually worsening and spreading all over my body and are hideous because of these spots I have developed Body dismorphic disorder and I'm constantly thinking or checking myself all day long 24/7 I can't think about or try do anythign else.
With these obsessions I also have very greasy scalp and eyebrows that get irritated and red with flakes nothing has helped these either and have caused me to lose a lot of hair in both areas.
I absolutely hate my life and have no way of bettering myself, it just feels like a lost cause, I've been on meds and have had councilling but it doesn't help me at all, because as soon as I get sight of either problem, I freak out and lock myself away in my bed.
What can I do, is my currenty situation my only choice?
I have something called bier spots they in curable or treatable they are gradually worsening and spreading all over my body and are hideous because of these spots I have developed Body dismorphic disorder and I'm constantly thinking or checking myself all day long 24/7 I can't think about or try do anythign else.
With these obsessions I also have very greasy scalp and eyebrows that get irritated and red with flakes nothing has helped these either and have caused me to lose a lot of hair in both areas.
I absolutely hate my life and have no way of bettering myself, it just feels like a lost cause, I've been on meds and have had councilling but it doesn't help me at all, because as soon as I get sight of either problem, I freak out and lock myself away in my bed.
What can I do, is my currenty situation my only choice?