Lauryn1989
Sep 22, 2007, 11:42 AM
Hi, I'm Lauryn. I've gotten hurt so many times by my ex boyfriend. He was my first and my only. He isn't the most likable but when he's with me he treats me with so much love. People warned me all over about how he's a heart breaker, and he will hurt and cheat on me. Well he did hurt me and they were right he cheated. He's such a sweet guy and would really do anything for me. But the one thing I truly wanted him to do for me he broke it. He got drunk with a friend and there were no girls there. And then when he woke up still no girls. He came over my house the next night and I just gotten my wisdom teeth taken out and didn't feel good. Men are so insensitive sometimes. He got a phone call from a privet number he gave me the phone cause he didn't know who it was so he wanted me to answer. I did and it was a girl saying sorry I kissed you last night. I confronted him. He denied ever remembering then he talked to his friend and said he kissed her for like 2 secs and pulled himself away and walked away. I don't know if its true or not but we fought for a while and we both cried and argued about it for a week. We got together. He and I were good for a while till I went on his myspace (DRAMA PLACE) and found he was talking to girls and saying they were cute, nothing more but that still is unmoral to mine. I and him talked about it and he didn't mean anything by it. They did message him so its not like he went out of his way to message them. I DON'T LIKE HIS FRIEND JUSTIN at all. When ever Chris is with Justin they always end up hanging out with girls or causing trouble. I don't know if its Chris or Justin that think of it but I do know Chris can think for himself and know what would hurt me and not. He lied to me a lot about not hanging out with him so he could hang out with him. He was downtown one time and they met some girls and Chris claims he didn't know them (Believed him), but I called him and he told me that he met them and didn't know them so earned points there. But he never invited me and I get so mad when he was down there. We were good for a very long time after that. Nothing with girls came up for about 2 -2 1/2 months. But I heard something about a girl named Ashlee and how she said to one of my guy friends that they were going out? I confronted him I was so pissed. He told me she called about 1month 1/2 ago and got the phone number from GUESS WHO? JUSTIN. Me and that kid hate each other. I don't know why he ever hanged out with him. He's not even into ne of the Chris is into. Chris is VERY ACTIVE in SPORTS, he plays Varsity Football, Basketball, And Rugby ever since he was a Freshman. And Justin does nothing. Anyway. I broke up with him he told me he stop talking to her about 3 times after done talking and the only thing he talked about was how much he loved me. He even talked to her one time when he was at work cause she called and kyle one of my friends and Chris's friends talked to her. She said this "I Love u so much, i would do anything to break you and her up". I don't know if believe it but kyle does like me and wouldn't lie so I did believe it. Took Chris back 3rd time. We did kind of bad after that I was just so worried all the time if he was with a girl or not. Besides that I wanted to talk to this Ashlee girl myself. I did one time she said that they ed in the woods and that they were going out. We called Chris and he laughed saying I wasn't listen to her story and she was re looping over the same stuff and was making stuff up. Everything! I don't know what to believe because he's lied to me so much and hurt me. He told me he hasn't lied to me about anything the last 2 months and they only thing he kept hidden was talking to her that 2 months about. And I found out about month and a half ago. I broke up with him this time for good. On June 23rd our 7th month of going out exactly. Me and him argued all summer all summer. And we hung out sometimes had a good time, had sex, but nothing was ever the same towards the end of the summer I was falling out of love. I don't know how I feel for him right now. The most recent thing he's done was he was telling girls they were cute and wanting to hang out. That's 2 1/2 months after being broken up. 2 weeks ago he was saying this. He and I hung out one day and I had a really good time. He was really cute and we held hands and stuff. I don't know you got to be around him to understand how I feel. He's amazing. But I logged onto his email (I know him so well) he had past messages from 2 weeks ago saying to girls they were cute hang out with me and . Never talked to them since but still. Pissed me off to hang out with me and then to find out that. He told me it was trying to move on, and tried but he couldn't talk to girls like that he loved me too much and so he stopped. Well I didn't believe him. I CHANGED MY NUMBER. I can't stand him he makes me so angry. But I want to know did he do a lot wrong? Should I believe him? Does he really love me? Or was I maybe flipping out on some stuff? Should I give him my new number? I really need you to answer back please.