:( I need help I don't realii noe at to do here... I have een on and off with this boi 4 about 8 months now... I fell real hard for him and I don't do that often... we went out for a little wile when I realized that he was cheating on me we had a real bad brake up... some harmsful things were said but even with as much as I hated him and just wanted him to feel my pain... I wanted him to come back to mme and I just wanted to hear his voice... I was almost over him... kinda stopd dreaming and wondering about him that much anymore when I find out that he wants to talk to me... my heart DROPED I didn't noe what to do... do a talk or ingor hi... wat?? Well I calld to c what he wante and he said sorry 4 all the bad things that hapend and he was wrong 4 what he did... and he wants to give it another try... we are not going out but we talk a lot and all those feelings are back agen and I'm just about to tell him that I'm ready to try it agen when I find out that he has a girlfriend and not bye him eather!! I don't realii noe what to do here I love him with all my heart and soul... wat do I do??

I know that feeling u, the one that where you just want to sit in bed and the feeling that doesn't even let you eat.

But he's playing you around. Are you okay with that??
Just because you can't think of anyone else you won't love doesn't mean there isn't.
It's going to be hard as hell, but if you're not okay with him playing you around then you got to cut off all contact from him.

Love does not have anything to do with being a fool, and that is apparently what he takes you for and what you will be if you take him back.
He is a two timer, don't make the same mistake twice. I'm sure you're not so bad off that you have to settle for a looser. Get over him and get on with your life.

"painful love that keeps comeing back!"
Painful loves keeps coming back only if you keep taking it back. You are the one in control. Get some back bone and self esteem and tell this guy to get lost.