SimoneP
Sep 11, 2007, 03:13 AM
Im meant to be going college today to talk about what I want to do.. And I'm scared I've got confidence in other aspects of my life but starting college is scary I got attackd in school and dropped out and fell into a depression and startd self-harming I'm trying to get over that its working but slowly. I've just moved into my own flat so I have confidence in other issues etc having to sort bills out and apporach people likie council and that but college I feel like its going to be like school I feel like I'm not going to make friends or if I do there going to just backstab me I know it sounds stupid but it's a fear I have.. I woke up this morning and my nerves started I know if I don't go il never conquer it.. I don't know I feel like people are going to judge me like they did in school, its taken me 4years to get here and I don't want to drop it but I'm scared I will. :confused: