Heya people... I went on year 11 camp (got back on friday)
And now I'm in a really really bad mood
During the camp my perceptions of a chick I know changed and now I really like her a lot and then liking her really messed with my head and my mood and I got really really sad and low and now that's turned into just anger and hate at the way the world is and the way society is and I just feel like going into the city and tearing all the buildings down and burning everything and exposing the lies its all built on
I know the mood will pass... just venting mostly... so yer

Vent away! Im sure it will pass. Go for a run or exercise. Boxing training is great. Always helps me when I'm in a bad mood.

I'm in school at the moment, just pissed of one of my best friends, and as a result ill prob end up being talked to by her boyfriend (who is also one of my best friends) so yer... well, stuff them.
I feel like just getting something sharp and just tearing up my insides! I hate this all so much!

Cal you have answered a lot of christian related questions and so I thought you were a christian, so if you are I would advice you to pray to God to help you, you seem like someone that has a lot on your plate and sometimes the best thing to do is not to lean on the arm of flesh but to surrender you troubles to God, He knows you best and it doesn't help that we only confss with our mouth's that we are christians and we don't have faith in God .

Hehe thanks people, in a better mood now, hehe bought 8 albums today ($200 dollars worth of music hehe) and listening to xavier rudd and his music just relaxes me so much lolz he's such a hippy
Hmmm marily I reckon I need to get back into church and youth haven't been in a while.

Love seems to send us humans out to either tear down buildings and rip guts out, or go build buildings and mend people.
Maybe try the latter?
Do you own a home or car you can take apart and fix or something? Help a little old lady across the street? Teach a sport at a club for poor kids?
Whenever I think about wanting to shoot someone, I also think about wanting to be the world's #1 sharpshooter.

I suspect that you might have a chemical imbalance brought about by consuming the neurotoxin known as Aspartame that was developed by the Pentagon. Do not consume chewing gum or diet sodas to name a few. I am trying to break my consumption of Aspartame myself but it is in so many food products. Good luck!!

Here is an informative YouTube video by Alex Jones from infowars.com: Aspartame is Made of GMO Bacteria Feces: Infowars Nightly News 1/2 - YouTube (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wuol172fs-E).