Apple001
Sep 1, 2007, 09:37 AM
Yesterday I had a dream that I got raped, that's not the full story from the beginning but I just want you to get the obvious things. But the guy had some buddies with him and as he touched my hand and told me that he wanted to do some stuff with me, I can't remember why I yelled and called rape really loud, it didn't work because then it was like the dream sped up and I could see myself getting raped, I could not feel a thing. I was covered in blood and so was he. I'm a virgin still so I wouldn't know how things happen since when you have your first time, you're bound to drop blood. Anyway then today when I woke up I had a dream that I was pregnant and in that dream I remembered how I got raped. I was in my dream if I remember right 14. In real life I'm 15 turning 16 in 2 months. Does this mean anything? I'm really disturbed that both dreams connected... Any help? Last night I also couldn't get to sleep, I was stirring and stirring and it felt weird, I mean I should have gotten sleep but something was holding me back. In the morning today I woke up early because I was so disturbed and feeling bad. Dreams don't usually affect me this much but these 2 had some scars.