Sorry not enough info But here it is. I am 30.I have never stopped thinking about my ex and I have to say I know I have loved him since we met. He is my soul mate if there is such a thing. I have been married for 6 years and my sons are 8. I have not loved my husband for sometime and I wonder if I ever really did or was it that I did not want to be single mother. I would love for him and my boys to meet I always thought he would be a great father but when I found out about the drugs I had to let him go. I didn't want to bt I knew it would be better for my boys to grow up with out a drug addict father. I dion't want to jump right into a serious relationship with him but I do want to see him and make sure everything is on the up and up. Please help I don't know what to do would it mess my kids up to bring him back in the picture.They know about him and I told them if they ever wanted to meet him they could but they are so young I don't think they think about it.

Don't bring your kid's into your situations, you have no Idea of what the outcome could be.
I went through what your going through and when you hold on to someone that long you rob your current mate of the love they deserve or yourself of a potential prince charming you could meet, after all he is your ex for a reason but when you fantasize you don't exactly remember the bad thing's about the relationship. If you must revive the relationship take it slow and leave your kid's out of it. Too much time has passed he's not the same person you knew all those year's ago, men live reality he moved on, you didn't.