AandZ4ever
Aug 3, 2007, 10:43 PM
Dear readers,
I am 15 and have never had a boyfriend. I am not a prude I love many boys lol especially zac efron but anyway main thing is I am totally in love with this boy jake who is one year older than me and has a gorgeous girlfriend. I am shy and all I have ever said was sarcastic things or made fun of each other cause I am nervous all the time apparetly. Lol around friends though totally different person wish he could see that. Lol I don't know what to do if you read my other question then you will see I have problems lol. But I need to know how this is going to work I mean he is gorgeous to me most people are like no way. Lol but I feel so for him. He just I don't know. Can anybody give me advice ? Am I destined to be alone forever?? <3:(
I am 15 and have never had a boyfriend. I am not a prude I love many boys lol especially zac efron but anyway main thing is I am totally in love with this boy jake who is one year older than me and has a gorgeous girlfriend. I am shy and all I have ever said was sarcastic things or made fun of each other cause I am nervous all the time apparetly. Lol around friends though totally different person wish he could see that. Lol I don't know what to do if you read my other question then you will see I have problems lol. But I need to know how this is going to work I mean he is gorgeous to me most people are like no way. Lol but I feel so for him. He just I don't know. Can anybody give me advice ? Am I destined to be alone forever?? <3:(