Gweed0
Jul 13, 2007, 05:08 PM
Hi my name is Rachel I am 18 years old
I don't know what to do. About 3 months ago I discovered some dark stuff about my adoptive mother susanne... she was an avid drug user by night and a renowned psychologist by day. I found really disturbing stuff while house sitting for her. She had been cheating on my adoptive father for 10 years of their 26 year marriage. Also that in her free time she enjoyed herion, cocaine, GHB, and pills I've never even heard of. She also wrote some really hurt hurtful things about me to her undercover lover a man named jerry 21 years her senior and her boss. "Rachel turned out to be a real doozy, a disappointment." I also discovered that she was into bondage and being degraded sexually by men. (she like being urinated on etc). I've had my fair share of problems and I was sent to a residential treatment facility for a year and a half. Only to come home and discover the woman who called herself my mother had far worse problems then I could imagine... I am an emotional person, and I confronted her about the cheating and nothing else. She went so ballistic that she alienated me from my entire family, brother aunts unlces, cousins, even my god daughter. She told them all I stole $$$ from her, which was a fairytale. Now I have no family and my mother hates me because I know these things about her. I've told her I just want a mom it doesn't matter about anything else, and she continuously fabricates stories about me and spreads them like wild fires. And I don't know what to do. I hate her for these things, but I still want her to love me and I want my family back, but I don't see any way that I can ever have that sense of family again. I don't have anyone to talk to or confide in. I am lonely and I want a mother. What do I do?
I don't know what to do. About 3 months ago I discovered some dark stuff about my adoptive mother susanne... she was an avid drug user by night and a renowned psychologist by day. I found really disturbing stuff while house sitting for her. She had been cheating on my adoptive father for 10 years of their 26 year marriage. Also that in her free time she enjoyed herion, cocaine, GHB, and pills I've never even heard of. She also wrote some really hurt hurtful things about me to her undercover lover a man named jerry 21 years her senior and her boss. "Rachel turned out to be a real doozy, a disappointment." I also discovered that she was into bondage and being degraded sexually by men. (she like being urinated on etc). I've had my fair share of problems and I was sent to a residential treatment facility for a year and a half. Only to come home and discover the woman who called herself my mother had far worse problems then I could imagine... I am an emotional person, and I confronted her about the cheating and nothing else. She went so ballistic that she alienated me from my entire family, brother aunts unlces, cousins, even my god daughter. She told them all I stole $$$ from her, which was a fairytale. Now I have no family and my mother hates me because I know these things about her. I've told her I just want a mom it doesn't matter about anything else, and she continuously fabricates stories about me and spreads them like wild fires. And I don't know what to do. I hate her for these things, but I still want her to love me and I want my family back, but I don't see any way that I can ever have that sense of family again. I don't have anyone to talk to or confide in. I am lonely and I want a mother. What do I do?