girlygirl106
Jun 27, 2007, 06:24 PM
OK I'm 15 and I just recently broke up with a kid that I was in love with... & I really didn't want to do it but I had to because he didn't treat me right so I was totally depressed after wards and couldn't get over him... well 1 of my friends had a friend that was single and wanted us to go on a blind date I really didn't want to but I did anyway well... when I met the kid I think it was love at first sight and we kissed the on the first date and he asked me out and I said yes witch I have never done I usually liked to get 2 know them... but I really really liked this kid so then about 2 days later we were at my friends house and me and my new boy were in the bedroom and he wanted to have sex I told him no cause it was too soon so then about 3 days after that he asked me again he told me how much he loved me and he had never felt this way about anyone else before and that he wanted me 2 lose my virginity to him so I could be really close to him so I had sex with him... about 2 days after that I told him that I wanted to take it slow and calm down a little bit because I wasn't over my ex all the way & we were just moving way to fast but I still loved him I just need some time... well he over reacted a freaked out on me and asked me why and he thought that we were going to have a long relationship I told him we were but I just needed my space for a while well he called me every minute of everyday for about 3 days and finally I said it was over cause I just couldn't handle him not giving me time... maybe I ovreacted by doing that but I really needed time... then he came 2 my house 1 night and I asked me for a second chance I told him yes... when we were back together we had sex every night even when I was too tired but if I told him no he would get mad andi would feel bad so I gave it up... then about 2 days after we got back together he broke up with me... I really don't know why he never told me but I really want him back in my life cause I really did love him & I still do but he told me we would get back together in about a month well I called him 1 day to talk and he told me he did want to talk to me any more cause he had his reasons but I really don't know what to do... I don't know what I did for him 2 break up with me... was it me was it him... idk help please