Hi guys , my name is Samay and the reason Im here in this room is to ask for help with skin... well to begin with I have been a very fair kid who got fair wheatish tanned in his teens.. suddenly acne hits and retin a restores face color while body color was still fair.. now at 23 and a half I'm getting darker by the day... I rememebr the time I got so much attention just because of the fact I'm fair and now no one cares since I have gotten tanned.. guys help me... I want to know about monobenzone... or benoquin.. I want to get back color I had or maybe even more... are there indians who have tried it and experienced good results... let me know... I need to do this for the sake of my mental peace... can't tell you how it affects me when I see guys whod never have been fairer than me in their lives if I were my original color... and oh yeah I'm gay... so color counts... and yes its india... so color counts more so amongst the gay tops... help me guys... I'm depressed and suicidal... I need to know about benoquin