I had an emotional upbringing, one example being my mothers mental health. She has Bilpolar. I know that I never used to get the love and attention a child at that age needs, yet I really don't know where to look for it now. Okay I'm not making sense. I have a problem with seeking out older females and becoming somewhat attached to them. Bringing my everything to depend on them. I just can't seem to help it. I know that in life the only person we can depend on is ourself but anytime I don't have someone around to bget into contact with I have feelings of suicide. I seem to swamp these people with my problems, then they get to blogged in and take off... This leaves me in an even worse state!! I understand it all to well, I have don't psychology at uni yet I just can't apply it to myself..
Please help
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I forgot to mention, my name is Kate.