I'm seriously thinking about overdosing right now!! Someone help me get through this please!! :mad:

Sweetie, honest... you will get through this! Don't do something that drastic. You can tell just by the answers that you have received tonight that people care. If you feel that bad, call 9-1-1 or a suicide prevention line and they WILL help you! I promise, if you don't give up and try to help yourself everything will all work out...

Please, hun... I care... I really do. Make a call now.

Love, Didi

If you are considering taking your life, then the first thing that I want you to think about is all of the people in your life who will be hurt by your actions.

The next thing that I think that you should do is get the phonebook and look up a mental health center or emergency room at a hospital and CALL them!

Didi is correct. But, you need to calm down. People are listening to you right now.

Right now I am trying to calm myself, if I'm going to feel like this the rest of my life. Why deel with it?

I'm really debating right now

Anger must be expressed... if it is acted IN - it becomes DEPRESSION
... if it is acted OUT - we hurt others
... if it is acted UPON - we hurt ourselves

I'm hoping that you will make a phone call. It won't hurt you.

You will NOT feel this way for the rest of your life... I promise! You just need to stop holding it all in. Take the steps we have suggested and you will feel relief. You can't do it all on your own.

I KNOW of what I am telling you.

Love, Didi

I think you are overwhelmed by a lot of things. What is the one thing that bothers you the most? Why don't we work on that tonight? Tell us about it...

Love, Didi

You will NOT feel this way for the rest of your life... I promise! You just need to stop holding it all in. Take the steps we have suggested and you will feel relief. You can't do it all on your own.

I KNOW of what I am telling you.

Love, Didi

I been taking my pain out on myself all this time and I'm tired of it. I'm tired of everything.

If you make a phone call, as has been suggested, you will feel better.

I think you are overwhelmed by a lot of things. What is the one thing that bothers you the most? Why don't we work on that tonight? Tell us about it...

Love, Didi

I don't know its just everything combined. But I think the number one thng is that I can't talk to anyone even if its about little stuff I just don't have anyone

We do want to help you with your problems. That is part of what this site is for. But, people who respond to you here can't do it as fast as someone who is talking on the phone with you or face-to-face with you.

Yeah, I hear you on that one! You're right! It's time to stop taking all your pain out on yourself and start taking steps to make your life better! You just need to realize that it has to be done one step at a time. See the post before this one... can you tell me one thing that we can work on tonight?

Didi

Don't know where you live. It would help us to know that.

Sweetie... you say people won't listen, and you have people here who are listening. We know that you have so much going on that it's overwhelming you. If there is nobody there with you that you can talk to... and you NEED the arm around you... a live voice... then call a suicide prevention centre. If you send me a PM and tell me where you are I can get you the right number.

People can't listen if you won't talk.

Love, Didi

I think I have ptsd I get so mad like today as soon as I woke up she started yelling get up you don't do anything aorund here. She was saing il punch you in your head clean up the living room you don't do anything around here.it made me so mad I cut myself this morning

Didi is right. Please do what she has said.

iight man I won't do anything drastic tonight. I like this. I really trust that you guies care about me

1-800-SUICIDE* 1-800-273-TALK
1-800-784-2433* 1-800-273-8255

Okay, here's the facts, many women attempt suicide and fail because the take wimpy ways of taking their lifes like over dosing on pills which will be VERY PAINFUL when your livers explode. And more men who attempt suicide commit it! Because they choose ways that will finish them off, no doubts in their heads.
Here's what I did when I felt so overwhelmed to the point that I couldn't stand it anymore, I wrote it out. Wrote out all my frustration, typed it into a blog, expressed all my anger and frustration on the internet and really it helped.
ALso, I don't believe you want to die. You know you're a good enough person to continue to live cause if you really wanted to die, you wouldn't have come on here and started talking to us looking for advice, so bravo to you for doing the right thing.
The numbers up there are the phone numbers, NATIONAL PHONE NUMBERS to the suicide hotline from online. I hope that if things get any worse for you, or if you're still thinking about it you'll make the call and save yourself from suicide.
Take it from someone who did overdose and survived, it's not fun to have doctors shove a tube down your throat (which makes you VOMIT ALOT) and then put charcoal down to your stomach. It's not fun to have doctors shove a pee tube up your V***** and monitor your pee every half hour. So you know what I'm saying.
If you want to do what I told you to do about the blog livejournal is pretty good and sort of private, if you want to blog and have people read it, myspace is pretty good for that one. My name is aquarialight on both if you ever want a friend. I hope you make the choice that's best for you.

i think i have ptsd i get so mad like today as soon as i woke up she started yelling get up u dont do anything aorund here. she was saing il punck you in your head clean up the living room you dont do anything around here.it made me so mad i cut myself this morning

Why do you think you have ptsd? Has something horrible happened to you? I can tell you are in a lot of pain. Has she always been like this or is it only since your dad got sick and died? Your anger is very normal. You hold so much in... you need to get it out. Someone who can talk to you in person can respond faster and help you more. I'm here for you, but it would be so much better for you to talk to someone in person about stuff like this.

Oh really? That woman that you're talking about, is that you're mom? Who ever that is sounds verbally abusive. They should get help too. My mom put me down and treated me junkie every day until I moved out. I'm glad you're not going to overdose tonight. Thank you.

I care too!
Here are the numbers.

Hope suicide hotline 24/7
1-800-SUICIDE
1-800-784-(2433)

Suicide prevention hotline
1-800-273-TALK
1-800-273-(8255)


National Youth Crisis Hotline
1-800-442-HOPE
1-800-442 -(4673)

Just so much that I have witnesed that has happened wth my father that I think I shouldn't of .

There you go! There are the numbers you need. Thank you aquarialight.

Hun, my mom almost killed herself. It was truly horrible. Honestly, you don't want that. PLEASE call one of those numbers. Then you get to someone who can really empathize and you know a real voice is better than this! :) Will you give it a try?

Things will seem a bit better tomorrow, and they will probably help you find a person to share with for when we aren't around or able to help.

Love, Didi

Oh really? that woman that you're talking about, is that you're mom? Who ever that is sounds verbally abusive. They should get help too. My mom put me down and treated me junkie every day until I moved out. I'm glad you're not going to overdose tonight. Thank you.

Yea its my mother , se says stuff like that all the time. And she fights me but I can never win:( she is alwayse doing something


There you go! There are the numbers you need. Thank you aquarialight.

Hun, my mom almost killed herself. It was truly horrible. Honestly, you don't want that. PLEASE call one of those numbers. Then you get to someone who can really empathize and you know a real voice is better than this! :) Will you give it a try?

Things will seem a bit better tomorrow, and they will probably help you find a person to share with for when we aren't around or able to help.

Love, Didi

OK I will I hope you are right

Well, the good news is that you have a ton of people here who care... lots of numbers for you to call to get a person who you can talk to on the phone who won't be judgemental... and if you do have ptsd there IS help for that, too! In fact, very successful treatments are out there for that.

I'm glad you have decided not to do something tonight. Do you go to school tomorrow? Do you have any friends who you might talk to tomorrow? Any favourite teacher?

Anyhow, why don't you call one of those numbers and let us know what they are like and if you find them helpful. We'll be here for you...

Didi

It sounds like your calming down now...
That's good...

Please remember that ending it is not the answer,
Getting to the root cause of your troubles is...

Then, finding a way to cope... so you can be happy again.

You can talk to us here...

Please make a note of the numbers if you ever feel the need to use them...
There are live people there willing to talk you through it too...

You have received a lot of advise from people that do care about you. So much that your mind is probably flooded right now with trying to sort everything out that you have heard.

Please make a phone call as has been suggested. You will feel better.

Using this site for what you need right now is not as good as talking with someone on the phone.

You need to be talking to someone on the phone. Please do it now.

I hope that you got my PM.

Sweetie, I have to go to bed soon... it's nearly 4 am where I live and I have been up since 7:00 am. I don't want you to think I'm abandoning you. I'll be on tomorrow night. Can you catch up with me then to let me know how you're feeling? Also, have you managed to reach someone at one of those numbers?

I'd really like to know all is okay before I go to bed.

Hugs, Didi