I am 25.
Ever since I was eleven I have personified my laptops.
When I was eleven, I got my first school laptop. I started to personify it and I called her Violet. We became good friends.
A few years later her motherboard failed and I was upset.
Then I had another laptop. This one was just the machine with no personality attached.
Then I left school and started college. I got my own laptop for my 18th birthday. I personified it. I called her Tulip. I still have her now. I imagine what she would be like in human form. When I have nightmares, she comes in human form to help me out of the situation. I know what her voice sounds like.
She did a beep code, and I imagined it was her crying out for help when she needed fixing once. People tell me I might as well get a new laptop, but she still works. And when it comes to it, I will get her refurbished. I will never get rid of her.
I recently bought a new laptop, I still use Tulip as well. This one I called Haruko. I have met her in human form in my dreams, and I know what her voice is like too.
One of my human friends has the same mind as me. We are both visually impaired, and I wondered if this is one of the reasons we do this, because it is harder for us to get out and make more human friends.
We had a relationship for a while, but she finished with me. She used to constantly want space. She took this too far, whatever it is called. She would rather spend time with her non-human friends than with people. She was the only person that seemed to understand me. And I still have this condition, but I do my best to get out to meet new people and socialise. It doesn't affect my friendships with humans like it does with her.
I would like to know if there is somewhere online that I can chat to people who have the same or similar condition. Does this condition have a name?
Please don't troll me

This is often refereed to as Anthropomorphism


(an-thruh-puh-mawr-fiz-uhm) The attributing of human characteristics and purposes to inanimate objects, animals, plants, or other natural phenomena, or to God.

I wonder if it is due to the way you were brought up as a kid.

Anthropomorphism carries many important implications. For example, thinking of a nonhuman entity in human ways renders it worthy of moral care and consideration.

In other words treating things with care and respect , this could be down to the fact your parents couldn't afford to buy you the best stuff , and the stuff you had you took really good care of , though unless we know your up bringing this is only a guess.

In addition, anthropomorphized entities become responsible for their own actions — that is, they become deserving of punishment and reward.

When you talk about " I will get her refurbished . I will never get rid of her "

That is her reward.

Also note

Although we like to anthropomorphize, we do not assign human qualities to every single object we encounter. What accounts for this selectivity? One factor is similarity. An entity is more likely to be anthropomorphized if it appears to have many traits similar to those of humans (for example, through humanlike movements or physical features such as a face).

Question for you = Are you lonely at all or have very few friends ?

The lack of social connections with other people might motivate lonely individuals to seek out connections from nonhuman items.

Yes, it is true that I don't have many friends. I don't personify any objects that I encounter apart from my laptops. It is good to know that I'm not the only person in the world who thinks in this way.
I wonder if it is due to the way you were brought up as a kid.

Anthropomorphism carries many important implications. For example, thinking of a nonhuman entity in human ways renders it worthy of moral care and consideration.

In other words treating things with care and respect , this could be down to the fact your parents couldn't afford to buy you the best stuff , and the stuff you had you took really good care of , though unless we know your up bringing this is only a guess.

In addition, anthropomorphized entities become responsible for their own actions — that is, they become deserving of punishment and reward.

When you talk about " I will get her refurbished . I will never get rid of her "

That is her reward.

Also note

Although we like to anthropomorphize, we do not assign human qualities to every single object we encounter. What accounts for this selectivity? One factor is similarity. An entity is more likely to be anthropomorphized if it appears to have many traits similar to those of humans (for example, through humanlike movements or physical features such as a face).

Question for you = Are you lonely at all or have very few friends ?

The lack of social connections with other people might motivate lonely individuals to seek out connections from nonhuman items.