Anyone want to adopt me? Just kidding. But seriously, I cant live like this anymore. My father committed suicide and my mother has depression! On another note my mom thinks it would be better to just get married to another guy who when my mom isn't around, absolutely hates me! Then they go ahead an decide to have a baby and ruin my life. I really want to leave them but I just don't know what's wrong and what's right anymore. Someone please help.

You can't be adopted without your moms permission, and sure can't run an ad in the paper for new parents, but I get you have been through a lot, and are going through a hard time for sure, and if you cannot talk to your mom, is there another trusted adult in your life? Maybe a teacher, or counselor at school?

I think talking to someone who can listen, and support you will put life in a better perspective right now. Look around for a family member, or an adult you respect and look up to.

How old are you?