Please READ I know it will be long!
I like this boy he is pretty gorgeous I say. Lol. I have liked him for like six months now. I sit next to him in one of my classes. My real name is Deirdre but he calls me Deirtree(someone else made that up only people in that class know that name. I only let him and the other person who made it up call me that). Although other people do try to call me that it just doesn't have the same ring to it. Lol.
So, today he I said you will never forget that name(what I meant was that he would never stop calling me that), he said after like a couple seconds of silence and me trying to tell him what I was trying to say, he said (exact quotes) " I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU, DEIRTREE" I felt like just giving him a big giant hug or holding his hand. Now, I never had a boyfriend or my first kiss. I am 15. I really didn't know what to say to him when he said that. I know I should have said I would never forget him either. For obvious reasons. I felt like I was smiling at him a lot today. On Tuesday in class somebody was flirting with me(who not to mention was hot)i just played along a little but I was embarrassed because the "one i like" was jsitting just a row behind us. Also I don't like the other guy as anything other then a friend, and him, me. When the other guy walked away to talk to the teacher the "one i like" asked me why I was sitting there, I said it was because someone was sitting in my seat. He tried to keep small talk with me while the other one was flirting with me.
Before high school no guy ever really flirted with me. People that I know such as friends and other people never really complemented me on how pretty I was before high school. Maybe I started looking better because I started running. I don't know.
I guess you could say I am smart too( honors and AP classes). So one day the one I like was talking to me and my friend and she asked me what I wanted to be I said I don't know a business person, doctor. She is like ohh yeah I remember a dentist, then he says I think More like a brain surgen (ohh, please.)
One time in class it was after spring break, I hadn't seen him in a while so I didn't really catch myself starring at him until I focused and saw him grinning at me. I smiled back then quickly looked away. I felt kind of valnerable and embarrassed. When I think he flirts with me, he does cute little things like messing with my keyboard or mouse.
That is it for now. So do you think he likes me?

:D Thanks for reading!
<3Deirdre

Deirdre,

I do not think I know I once also was a knock out in my day :D I remember the first guy I liked I said out loud as he was pasting on the side walk he is fine not trying to say it but only thinking it he heard me and turned around and smiled he made my day well I would say my high school years a year later we started talking he would come get me, carry my books and take me wherever I wanted to go I was sooooooo in love with him and I was only 16 I could really see a future with him but as the storie sometimes go I loss him by being so stupid I started trying to be a little "player" and he foundout and we broke up he got out of school and move away and did well but then 3 or 4 years later he returned and wanted to forgive me and try to make us work but again I was stupid and was already dating someone else that I thought was worth something which turned out to be nothing :( he finally got married to some girl he had met and I got married about a year after he got married to someone else I had met I am now 23 he ask about me whenever he comes back home and he now knows I am married :( I want lie I love him and I have loved him for 6, 7 years but I know we can not be together and I am coming to terms with that let me stop talking about me and let's talk about you as I was saying before I started going on and on about me and my good ole days I know he likes you let me give you a little advice do not mess it up cause 6, or 7 years from now you might regret it but then again do not devote yourself to anyone yet you are still young and there is sooo much out there for you to explore I got married when I was 21 my husband was 27 I now think I got married toooo young I should have waited about 5 years later but it's okay I love my husband a lot but I will always wonder what could have been. :confused: but like I was saying he likes you, you can tell by the way he's acting you go girl ;) if only I could relive my high school years I would a 100 times over. :D