Amonra97
Dec 10, 2013, 02:03 AM
Okay so basically I am/was very good friends with this girl and we ended up having a thing, we both liked each other and we saw each other all the time, in the holidays almost every day and also in the holidays we were always either on skype or talking on the phone and I was really happy like the happiest I had been in a long time I loved seeing her and I like everything about hers and it got to a point where I didn't really talk to anyone else and I would decline other offers to catch up with just in case she asked if I was around, but when term hit and her exams came up, we didn't really talk at all and it really hurt me, but she apologised for all that, and we began talking more often and then she said she felt like we didn't talk as often as we used to that I was short answering her and she felt like I didn't even want to be her friend any more (which was untrue), so I tried my best to talk to her more, but we still drifted apart. Now she seems to be very close to my best friend and acts the same way around him as she did with me when we had a thing and although I'm used to her flirting with him all the time now, I think about it when I get home and I just want to punch a hole in my window or cry, every time I see her it hurts either during the meeting or afterwards regardless of whether it was one on one or a group of people, it hurts, I hate it I'm not happy anymore it takes a lot for me to have sustained happiness now, I feel like something's missing and it sucks, I don't know what to do... I have told people I don't like her anymore and I think I don't maybe its just the memories and the feelings I felt that I miss but I don't know please help me...