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angelinlight
Apr 29, 2013, 02:37 PM
I had my first child at 15. My 2 at 17, my 3 at 19, my 4 at 24, my 5 at 25, and my 6 at 30. My parents raised my 1st she hates me because she was told all her life what a bad person I am. My 2 loves me and talks to me everyday. My 3 has a different father and when I spent some time with him at 19 and told him, he rejected me shortly after and went back to living with his step dad. My 4 was kept from me and my ex turned him against me. My 5 I gave up for adoption to protect her from a very abusive father. She won't even give me a chance. And my youngest still lives at home and is a mama boy. Won't leave me for anyone or anything. The pain of the loss of 4 of my 6 children hurts more then any words can ever say.
angelinlight

JudyKayTee
Apr 29, 2013, 02:47 PM
What is your question?

I think you all need counselling.

joypulv
Apr 29, 2013, 02:58 PM
You made choices in life. You could have waited until you were more mature to have children, and avoided the abusive men, and prevented pregnancy. Now you are seeing the consequences. I am amazed that you can feel hurt by a child you gave up for not 'giving you a chance.' You made CHOICES. No one held a gun to your head. Not one bit different from the rest of us except for the ones who really did have a gun to their heads.

Your 3rd who you had at 19 is now over 19, making you over 38 (I guess more like 50, if your youngest 'still' lives with you). Many parents lose the love of their children while the children are in their teens through early 30s or so. Be patient and be glad for the ones who openly love you now.

angelinlight
Apr 29, 2013, 04:36 PM
Not really a question just a statement, raped at 15 so she was born when I was almost 16. Dropped out of school because they threw me away to. Knew I was pregnant and didn't want me in their school.at 16 ran away from home by getting a live in nanny job with a single father of 3 who was 27. State Of Iowa knew I was there knew I was under age knew I was pregnant with his child paid for her birth. Did nothing. Left me there. If I went into all the details of my life and my CHOICES ( those made by a child ) who was thrown away long before I started having my kids.

angelinlight
Apr 29, 2013, 04:37 PM
not really a question just a statement, raped at 15 so she was born when I was almost 16. dropped out of school because they threw me away to. knew I was pregnant and didn't want me in their school.at 16 ran away from home by getting a live in nanny job with a single father of 3 who was 27. state Of Iowa knew I was there knew I was under age knew I was pregnant with his child paid for her birth. did nothing. left me there. if I went into all the details of my life and my CHOICES ( those made by a child ) who was thrown away long before I started having my kids. and I am 42

joypulv
Apr 29, 2013, 04:50 PM
I am sorry I sound like I don't understand what you have been through.

I have been through some of it.
I was raped, and that wasn't my choice. It was my choice to be on an unsafe street at 2 am.
I chose no children, and millions of other choices large and small, and my choices were tough.
We are who we are, our families are who they are. There are no answers to your question, which isn't a question.
That's all I'm saying.