Lostmyself
Jan 29, 2013, 12:42 PM
Me and my ex were together for 6 years we had many bumps in the road and four years ago I gave birth to our beautiful daughter. Jan of 2012 we separated because of the lack of communication. In May I met a wonderful man and I fell in love with him. We also had are bumps but I let him go last month because I felt feelings again for my ex, I didn't want to lead him on and because of the fact we have a child together I feel that he is the best thing in a relationship I do love him very much.
But now I'm not sure what to do I have a lot of thoughts about this great man that I let go the way he treated me like I was his everything he loves me very much and I'm not sure that its going to be too easy for him to move on. I do not want to hurt either man but I also don't want to be selfish. I just can't control the emotions I have for the two.
When I'm with my baby's dad all I can think about is the other man. And when I'm with the other man all I can think about is my baby's dad I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. All I want to be is happy I'm just not sure how to be that anymore. Any advise? Serious advise please!
But now I'm not sure what to do I have a lot of thoughts about this great man that I let go the way he treated me like I was his everything he loves me very much and I'm not sure that its going to be too easy for him to move on. I do not want to hurt either man but I also don't want to be selfish. I just can't control the emotions I have for the two.
When I'm with my baby's dad all I can think about is the other man. And when I'm with the other man all I can think about is my baby's dad I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. All I want to be is happy I'm just not sure how to be that anymore. Any advise? Serious advise please!