Is 17 1mg ativan pills an od?

Why do you want to know?

Why do you want to know?

Well I have that amount an just wondered

well i have that amount an just wondered

You have that amount, you took that amount, or you're thinking about taking it?

Obviously you must know why I'm asking.

What's your general location?

Do you need the number for suicide hotline?

You have that amount, you took that amount, or you're thinking about taking it?

Obviously you must know why I'm asking.
Have that amount and ativan was prescribed and I want to take that many

have that amount and ativan was prescribed and i want to take that many

So you're trying to commit suicide?

How old are you? Are your parents around? If you give me your general location (state or province, town, city) I can give you the number for the suicide hotline in that area.

Things do get better. Why not at least talk to someone about it?

Why don't we start with you telling me a bit about yourself.

Are you male or female? How old are you?

I'm female, a mom. I have a 14 year old son, and a 10 year old daughter. So you see, I do know about teens and teen issues.

This site is anonymous, so why don't you tell me what's going on, and why you want to take these pills?

What grade are you in? Are you having problems at school, at home? With a boyfriend or girlfriend?

I can't help if you won't talk to me. I don't bite, really. :)

Why not give me a chance and let's see if we can fix whatever is going on, or at least make it better. What have you got to lose?

Did your doctor prescribe Ativan for you?

Alty, have you ever taken Ativan?

I can't help if you won't talk to me. I don't bite, really. :)

Why not give me a chance and let's see if we can fix whatever is going on, or at least make it better. What have you got to lose?

Well I broke up with my boyfriend and I'm a high school graduate an looking to take tech classes and I don't work do to my mental health .im a pca and barista .im 21 and I was
Intensly sucidal an must be God who sent you to help .im dealing with alotmy parents are a big trigger an my dad set me off today a n nights round 6/7 are horrible my mind goes haywire an I get so emotional and stressed to the point I try to hurt me .I have a major depressive disorder and eating disorder (im likely 99 pounds @n 5*3 in height /and hardely eat) I self harm and I also have ocd and did an borderline personality disorder and a dancer .I email a suicide crisis line

How about calling this number --

US National Poison Hotline at 1-800-222-1222

OR

Call 1-800-273-TALK (8255)

Did your doctor prescribe Ativan for you? by two pschytrists

What's going on with your parents and you?

What's going on with your parents and you?

They are not understanding of my mental health issues even though they try they can't they yell at me when frustrated withit all an me they are restricted in their views on mental health an straight laced traditional fam they force me to eat when I don't eat for 24 hrs

well i broke up with my boyfriend and im a highschool graduate an looking to take tech classes and i dont work do to my mental health .im a pca and barista .im 21 and i was
intensly sucidal an must be God who sent you to help .im dealing with alotmy parents are a big trigger an my dad set me off today a n nights round 6/7 are horrible my mind goes haywire an i get so emotional n stressed to the point i try to hurt me .i have a major depressive disorder and eating disorder (im likely 99 pounds @n 5*3 in height /and hardely eat) i self harm and i also have ocd and did an borderline personality disorder n a dancer .i email a sucide crisis line

I've been where you are. I also suffer from depression, and I've been on Ativan (it did nothing for me)

Breakups are hard, I remember every one I went through, and the pain from them. But, the pain didn't last forever. It was horrible while I was dealing with it, but I got through it.

Have you ever talked to your doctor about putting you on antidepressants? They worked wonders for me.

I'm so glad you came back to talk to me. I was worried when you went offline. So will you do something for me? Will you stick around, talk to me, and WG? Tell us a bit of how you're feeling right now. What makes you feel better when you're feeling bad? Do you have anyone you can talk to in person that you trust? Is there someone that can come over and be with your right now and help you get through this?

they are not understanding of my mental health issues even though they try they can't they yell at me when frustrated withit all an me they are restricted in their views on mental health an straight laced traditional fam they force me to eat when i dont eat for 24 hrs

It's hard for most people to understand mental health issues. A lot of people feel that if you're physically fine, then you should be able to get through it, that it's not a real disease, but it is.

Other than ativan, are there any other things you're doing to help with your mental health issue? Are you seeing a therapist?

Why don't we try another direction. What brings joy to your life? What do you enjoy doing?

For me it's time with my animals. I have a small zoo in my house. They're always so calm, they never judge, and when I'm having a bad day, they're always there for me. Do you have any pets?

Well I did not log out the website did. But anyway I have prozac for anti but stopped working so I stopped taking it an meds don't work for me only liquid an natural do and I could have a friend to talk to but they are very busy an I'm also busy not now but with helping a friend an she went to er for mh
And exercise an movies eating now so will dance
So its an od I expect?


I've been where you are. I also suffer from depression, and I've been on Ativan (it did nothing for me)

Breakups are hard, I remember each and every one I went through, and the pain from them. But, the pain didn't last forever. It was horrible while I was dealing with it, but I got through it.

Have you ever talked to your doctor about putting you on antidepressants? They worked wonders for me.

I'm so glad you came back to talk to me. I was worried when you went offline. So will you do something for me? Will you stick around, talk to me, and WG? Tell us a bit of how you're feeling right now. What makes you feel better when you're feeling bad? Do you have anyone you can talk to in person that you trust? Is there someone that can come over and be with your right now and help you get through this?

Do you meet with a counselor to talk about stuff?

Had a family dog who died of cancer
But I love dance .technology.helping people.etc


Why don't we try another direction. What brings joy to your life? What do you enjoy doing?

For me it's time with my animals. I have a small zoo in my house. They're always so calm, they never judge, and when I'm having a bad day, they're always there for me. Do you have any pets?

Do you meet with a counselor to talk about stuff?

Not able to see her till 23 rd she's booked up till then

not able to see her till 23 rd shes booked up till then
She would be third therapist trying out an still getting used to how threads appear on here so bear with me lol

not able to see her till 23 rd shes booked up till then
Well, you can talk with us here. Alty is very smart and experienced with helping people, and am old and wise and a counselor. :)

well I did not log out the website did. But anyway I have prozac for anti but stopped working so I stopped taking it an meds don't work for me only liquid an natural do and I could have a friend to talk to but they are very busy an I'm also busy not now but with helping a friend an she went to er for mh
And exercise an movies eating now so will dance
So its an od I expect?

I'm sure your friends would make time for you if you asked them to. I know I would if a friend needed me. Heck, I don't know you, but I'm making time for you. :)

Exercise is a great way to lower depression, so why not combine dancing with exercise? I bought a Wii for my kids, and a game that's called Just dance 4. You have to do the dance moves shown on the screen. It's not as easy as I thought it would be, but I'm actually pretty good at it, and it always makes me feel great afterwards. Can you do something like that?

How about calling up a friend and going to a movie together?

As for the Ativan. Well, from what I've read, no, you wouldn't OD. You'd be very sick for a few days, you'd end up likely getting your stomach pumped, and you'd probably be placed in the mental ward, because they'll know what you were trying to do. In other words, you'll be worse off than you are now.

Did you take the pills? Can you do me a favor? If you haven't taken them, put them away. Put them in a drawer in another room. Let's focus on getting through tonight. You're talking, your responding to what we're saying. Wouldn't it be better to focus on a solution, and not focus on ending things?

I for one would like you to continue being on this Earth. Now that I've gotten to talk to you, I would be very upset if I didn't get the chance to know you better.

had a family dog who died of cancer
But I love dance .technology.helping people.etc

I'm sorry about your dog. I lost my 16 year old lab over a year ago, and then 5 months later my 10 year old border collie got sick and passed away. It's very hard, they become family don't they?

So, do you have a Wii, and Just Dance 4? I think that we could even play together online (my son would have to teach me how to do that). I'm sure you'd be much better at it than I am, but if you promise not to laugh, I can clear out my family room and we can try that tomorrow. Of course that would mean that you'd still have to be here tomorrow. :)

Well, you can talk with us here. Alty is very smart and experienced with helping people, and am old and wise and a counselor. :)
Who's a counsenslor? Huh

whos a counsenslor? huh
I am. And a retired librarian too, in case you need a book to read.

whos a counsenslor? huh

Not me. I'm just a 42 year old mother of two with more pets than most. :)

I work in retail, I live in Canada where it's very cold at the moment. But, I have had experience with depression, and even though I don't know exactly what you're going through, because no two people are the same, I have fought my own battles and I am willing to listen, and help you through this the best I can.

But let's get back to talking.

What's your favorite movie?

Responding via phone so bear with me on that buuttt anyway I don't have wii my sis an her husband do and two friends of mine have said you wouldn't go through but they don't relalize if I'm set on something I will go through also they make me want to prove ill do it have plans

An I gave myself a first degree burn on my right thigh still a little pink now but put disenfectaint on burn to
Burn from hair dryer was going to finish off with heat wrap but couldn't find it an no have not taken pills but possibly might take six then hr later nother 6 an etc



I'm sorry about your dog. I lost my 16 year old lab over a year ago, and then 5 months later my 10 year old border collie got sick and passed away. It's very hard, they become family don't they?

So, do you have a Wii, and Just Dance 4? I think that we could even play together online (my son would have to teach me how to do that). I'm sure you'd be much better at it than I am, but if you promise not to laugh, I can clear out my family room and we can try that tomorrow. Of course that would mean that you'd still have to be here tomorrow. :)

Forget taking those large amounts of Ativan. They'll just make you very dizzy and your stomach will probably reject them and you will throw up and feel worse than you do now. You'd be better off taking them how they are supposed to be taken (one a day?) and meanwhile, talk to us.

I'm in mn by the way USA


Forget taking those large amounts of Ativan. They'll just make you very dizzy and your stomach will probably reject them and you will throw up and feel worse than you do now. You'd be better off taking them how they are supposed to be taken (one a day?) and meanwhile, talk to us.

responding via phone so bear with me on that buuttt anyway I don't have wii my sis an her husband do and two friends of mine have said you wouldn't go through but they don't relalize if I'm set on something I will go through also they make me want to prove ill do it have plans

I want you to read what you wrote above. Your friends said you wouldn't get through the game on Wii, but when you're set on something, you get through it, because you're determined to prove them wrong.

So, why not get determined to get through what you're going through right now? You have the fight in you. You have what it takes to beat it, and to figure things out. Think of it as a dare. I dare you not to take those pills. I dare you to find a way to beat this. I dare you to fight for yourself.

If there's anything worth fighting for it's you. So fight for you! I have no doubt that you can do it, you just have to put your mind to it.

I've been where you are now, and I didn't let it beat me. It wasn't easy, not by any means. I still remember how I felt, so alone, so desolate, so ready for it all to just be over. I won't lie and say it was a piece of cake, it wasn't, it was the hardest thing I've ever done. But I fought back. Boy was that a fight. It took a lot out of me. But I fought and I won. I'm here today because I wouldn't give up. I expect you to fight for yourself. You're worth fighting for, aren't you? I think you are.

No they said won't go through suicide attempt but can't not set my mind to fight I give up


I want you to read what you wrote above. Your friends said you wouldn't get through the game on Wii, but when you're set on something, you get through it, because you're determined to prove them wrong.

So, why not get determined to get through what you're going through right now? You have the fight in you. You have what it takes to beat it, and to figure things out. Think of it as a dare. I dare you not to take those pills. I dare you to find a way to beat this. I dare you to fight for yourself.

If there's anything worth fighting for it's you. So fight for you! I have no doubt that you can do it, you just have to put your mind to it.

I've been where you are now, and I didn't let it beat me. It wasn't easy, not by any means. I still remember how I felt, so alone, so desolate, so ready for it all to just be over. I won't lie and say it was a piece of cake, it wasn't, it was the hardest thing I've ever done. But I fought back. Boy was that a fight. It took a lot out of me. But I fought and I won. I'm here today because I wouldn't give up. I expect you to fight for yourself. You're worth fighting for, aren't you? I think you are.

What are three good things in your life?

no they said won't go through suicide attempt but can't not set my mind to fight I give up

Giving up is easy.

Sweetie, do you care about your parents? I know that they can be harsh, and they give you grief, but do you care about them? Do you love them?

Do you love your friends?

Put yourself in their shoes. How do you think they'd feel if you ended your life? How would you feel if one of them decided on suicide?

You mentioned God before, you said that God must have sent me. Well, do you think that God gave you this life so that you could end it?

He gave you hardships because he knew you could handle them. He gave you mountains to climb, rivers to cross, because he had faith in you. God gave you this life, is it right for you to say that you don't want it?

Once it's done, that's it. There's no saying "oops, I made a mistake, I want to take it back", when you decide to end things. There's no do over.

Do one thing for me. Give it a week. Surely you can stand another week. During that week I want you to post here every day. I'm going to ask you to do a few things for me. I'm also going to expect an update every day. So, can you give me one week? Just 7 days. Seven days is nothing.

Will you do that for me? Seven days. Let's see if we can change things. At least give me a chance to help. Deal?

What are three good things in your life?

Umm having family also love to help and I've been told I'm the most sweetest sincere honest person

What do you help with?

umm having family also love to help and iv been told im the most sweetest sincere honest person

So your family is important to you? That's good. :)

You mentioned a sister. Are you close to her?

I love them an my friends more so then myself .if any committed suicide id be horrified depressed empty hollow upset an more
My fathers dad killed himself by hanging in the garage and I've been studying death methods an how to do suicide the right way
I don't have a right to end what God gave me its for him to decide when I go and I'm sort of crying an overwhelmed by all of me an my life an the kindness you two are giving me I'm usually the one doing what your doing but woud get taken advantage of a lot .alright a week deal
I usallyhave good memory but if I don't post your both welcome to message me by email(pm for it ) or on here

Giving up is easy.

Sweetie, do you care about your parents? I know that they can be harsh, and they give you grief, but do you care about them? Do you love them?

Do you love your friends?

Put yourself in their shoes. How do you think they'd feel if you ended your life? How would you feel if one of them decided on suicide?

You mentioned God before, you said that God must have sent me. Well, do you think that God gave you this life so that you could end it?

He gave you hardships because he knew you could handle them. He gave you mountains to climb, rivers to cross, because he had faith in you. God gave you this life, is it right for you to say that you don't want it?

Once it's done, that's it. There's no saying "oops, I made a mistake, I want to take it back", when you decide to end things. There's no do over.

Do one thing for me. Give it a week. Surely you can stand another week. During that week I want you to post here every day. I'm going to ask you to do a few things for me. I'm also going to expect an update every day. So, can you give me one week? Just 7 days. Seven days is nothing.

Will you do that for me? Seven days. Let's see if we can change things. At least give me a chance to help. Deal?

I'm just staring at the pills now in my hand

i love them an my friends more so then myself .if any committed sucide id be horrified depressed empty hollow upset an more
my fathers dad killed himself by hanging in the garage and ive been studying death methods an how to do sucide the right way
i dont have a right to end what God gave me its for him to decide when i go and im sorta crying an overwhelmed by all of me an my life an the kindness u two are giving me im usally the one doing what ur doing but woud get taken advantage of alot .alright a week deal
i usallyhave good memory but if i dont post ur both welcome to message me by email(pm for it ) or on here

Giving up is easy.

Sweetie, do you care about your parents? I know that they can be harsh, and they give you grief, but do you care about them? Do you love them?

Do you love your friends?

Put yourself in their shoes. How do you think they'd feel if you ended your life? How would you feel if one of them decided on suicide?

You mentioned God before, you said that God must have sent me. Well, do you think that God gave you this life so that you could end it?

He gave you hardships because he knew you could handle them. He gave you mountains to climb, rivers to cross, because he had faith in you. God gave you this life, is it right for you to say that you don't want it?

Once it's done, that's it. There's no saying "oops, I made a mistake, I want to take it back", when you decide to end things. There's no do over.

Do one thing for me. Give it a week. Surely you can stand another week. During that week I want you to post here every day. I'm going to ask you to do a few things for me. I'm also going to expect an update every day. So, can you give me one week? Just 7 days. Seven days is nothing.

Will you do that for me? Seven days. Let's see if we can change things. At least give me a chance to help. Deal?

It sounds like you have a great attitude after all. I want to find out more about your plans for the future. I might be able to help.

Please put the pills back into the bottle. Are you supposed to take one a day?

I love them an my friends more so then myself .if any committed suicide id be horrified depressed empty hollow upset an more
My fathers dad killed himself by hanging in the garage and I've been studying death methods an how to do suicide the right way
I don't have a right to end what God gave me its for him to decide when I go and I'm sort of crying an overwhelmed by all of me an my life an the kindness you two are giving me I'm usually the one doing what your doing but woud get taken advantage of a lot .alright a week deal
I usallyhave good memory but if I don't post your both welcome to message me by email(pm for it ) or on here

Why do you think that WG and I are posting? We could have walked away. We didn't. It would have been easier. I wouldn't have gotten to know you, and I wouldn't have had to care about you if I hadn't posted. That would be a lot easier on my heart. Now, if something happens to you, it will affect me. It will hurt me, because I now care about you. That's how I am.

So why did I post? Why am I still posting? Because you need help, and you're a human being. I can't walk away from that. Now we're on page 5 of this post and I've gotten to know you, so I definitely can't walk away. I would be sad if you were gone from this Earth and I don't even know you, not like your family and friends do.

So, can you imagine what your friends and family would feel if you did this? You posted how you would feel. Well, they'd feel the same way. They'd spend their whole lives wondering what they did wrong, what they missed, how they could have prevented it. They'd blame themselves. It's hard enough to lose someone to an illness, or an accident, but to lose someone to suicide is the worst pain imaginable. I've been through both. My parents died 6 months apart from cancer. My Uncle hung himself in the basement, and left a note on his teenage daughters bed. She's now in her late 40's and has never forgiven him for what he put her through. She struggles with it every day. She loves him and hates him. She suffers because of his choice.

You promised me a week. So let's start with that. Right now I'd like you to put the pills down, and get some rest. Tomorrow when you wake up, go for a walk. When you're out on your walk I want you to look around. Look at this world. Look at the snow (if you have snow) look at the animals that have to survive through winter, look at the people you pass say hi, look at the trees that are dormant now, waiting for spring so they can come alive again. Look at the sky. Look all around you. There's life all over the place. There are wonderful things right under your nose that you're missing. Look at them.

When you get home, write about what you felt, what you saw when you went for your walk. Write about it here.

The pills in your hand, the ones you're staring at, they're a man made thing. Man has made many things that can destroy us if we let them. You believe in God, you mentioned Him. Go see what he's created. You'll get a lot more help from things that God created then you'll ever get from the things that mankind has.

We have a deal. One week. But you have to try. If you open your eyes, your heart, and your mind, I have a feeling that in a week you'll see things differently. But you have to try, otherwise it's pointless.

Now get some rest. Tomorrow is a new day. :)

Please put the pills back into the bottle. Are you supposed to take one a day?

Well I do want to study technology and want a job working with people an teach myself everyday and I plan to make a diffrence for mentallyill people I'm an advocate for them and ijust want to be in arts also put pills away

well i do want to study technology and want a job working with people an teach myself everyday and i plan to make a diffrence for mentallyill people im an advocate for them and ijust want to be in arts also put pills away

What sort of arts are you interested in? Acting? Singing? Painting? Other?

My ex is hating me because I broke up with him sayiin after I did he doesn't love me or care an I had broken up because I wasn't ready for a relationship an I felt wrong thing

well i do want to study technology and want a job working with people an teach myself everyday and i plan to make a diffrence for mentallyill people im an advocate for them and ijust want to be in arts also put pills away

What sort of arts are you interested in? Acting? Singing? Painting? Other?

Dancing .singing .dancing lol
And I sort of like acting I can put an image in someone's mind so cearly from words and I'm an empath . But dance is my way of telling stories through my body . I'm european american was adopted from Bulgaria at age 71/2

my ex is hating me because i broke up with him sayiin after i did he doesnt love me or care an i had broken up because i wasnt ready for a relationship an i felt wrong thing


Don't worry about how he feels. He's upset, and hurting, which is why he said those things. But you made the decision based on how you felt. You can't force yourself to be in love with someone. When you meet the right guy, you'll be ready for a relationship. That's when you'll know he's the right guy. :)

He's not your concern. He has to deal with this on his own.

dancing .singing .dancing lol
and i sorta like acting i can put an image in someones mind so cearly from words and im an empath . but dance is my way of telling stories through my body . im european american was adopted from Bulgaria at age 71/2

I'm European too, German, moved to Canada shortly before 4 years of age. :)

I have a feeling that dance is really your passion. You mention it a lot. Have you ever taken dancing lessons?

My passion is painting and writing. I took 4 years of ballet and 2 years of Jazz, but sadly I have two left feet. I'm not a dancer at all. Acting, I'm too shy on the stage. I know, it's a shock, I'm not at all shy on this site, but in real life, getting on stage in front of others scares me to death.

If you ever heard me sing you'd probably cry. When I'm in the shower, or in the car, I think I'm great. My kids and others have a different opinion. ;)

[took two ativan might add benedryl
QUOTE=InternalFire;3366476]dancing .singing .dancing lol
And I sort of like acting I can put an image in someone's mind so cearly from words and I'm an empath . But dance is my way of telling stories through my body . I'm european american was adopted from Bulgaria at age 71/2[/QUOTE]

Stick with the two Ativan. Benadryl won't do a thing to help.

What time is it where you live?

Been in dance since age 8
@n been competiting ever since an for fun to
I'm European too, German, moved to Canada shortly before 4 years of age. :)

I have a feeling that dance is really your passion. You mention it a lot. Have you ever taken dancing lessons?

I'm CST time here its 7:57 pm now
An fighting with my ex an dealing with another friendighs death sounds peaceful like pink satin in the low wind

Stick with the two Ativan. Benadryl won't do a thing to help.

What time is it where you live?

It's raining here in Chicago. How is your weather?

I'm glad to meet a fellow european :) @n I thinkits neat
I'm European too, German, moved to Canada shortly before 4 years of age. :)

I have a feeling that dance is really your passion. You mention it a lot. Have you ever taken dancing lessons?

I'm glad to meet a fellow european @n I thinkits neat

It is neat. :)

There aren't many Europeans here, even less Canadians, or so it seems.

So I'm in two minorities. ;)

I'm 4th generation 100% German. Does that count?

been in dance since age 8
@n been competiting ever since an for fun to

Okay, maybe I shouldn't compete with you on the Wii. You'd kick my butt! :)

I'm 4th generation 100% German. Does that count?

It does. But I'm 100% German too. Wait... am I? My dad was Hungarian, moved to Germany during the second world war. He was a young tot when he moved, only remembered a few bad words in Hungarian when he grew up. He was raised German.

I was born in Germany. That makes me 100%, right?

I speak fluent German. Surely that counts for something?

So we have 3 Europeans on this thread. Way to go Europeans! :)

So we have 3 Europeans on this thread. Way to go Europeans! :)
I'm 4th generation German-American, actually? Am I still okay? I live in the same town (coincidentally) where my family got started in America.

I'm 4th generation German-American, actually? Am I still okay? I live in the same town (coincidentally) where my family got started in America.

You're okay. I live in the same town that my parents settled to also. The very same town/Hamlet. In fact, it's the largest Hamlet. :)

I see that our friend has signed off. I'm hoping that she gets some rest, and comes back tomorrow to update us.

I do have a suggestion for her. She likes to help people, so why not help people on this site? We have tons of people asking questions. I'm sure she could answer a few. :)

I'm 4th generation 100% German. Does that count?
Ye

I'm on was trying to burn cals
An trying to hurt me now

You're okay. I live in the same town that my parents settled to also. The very same town/Hamlet. In fact, it's the largest Hamlet. :)

I see that our friend has signed off. I'm hoping that she gets some rest, and comes back tomorrow to update us.

I do have a suggestion for her. She likes to help people, so why not help people on this site? We have tons of people asking questions. I'm sure she could answer a few. :)

im on was trying to burn cals
an trying to hurt me now
What can we do to help with that? Like, to help you STOP!!

I feel like I can't stop though ni matter what maybe ill take more meds
What can we do to help with that? Like, to help you STOP!!!!!

I need to be dead
Soon
i feel like i can't stop though ni matter what maybe ill take more medsQUOTE=Wondergirl;3366522]What can we do to help with that? Like, to help you STOP!!!!!

I need to be dead
Soon

What purpose would that serve? You say you want to hep people. How will you help them if you decide to die? You say you're the voice for mental illness. Do you want that voice to be "give up, there's no hope?" or do you want the people suffering through the same thing you are, to have hope, to keep trying?

You can't help people and destroy them at the same time. If you're their voice, then you have to find your voice. Dying won't accomplish that.

I need to be dead soon

Why?

I need to pay my water bill, otherwise I won't have water. I need to take my children to school, otherwise they won't get an education. I need to shovel my driveway, otherwise someone will slip and fall.

Suicide is a choice, not a need.

All right your right won't help with who I am an want to do I really want people to know there's hope an all well I won't die now

But hard to stop si now
What purpose would that serve? You say you want to hep people. How will you help them if you decide to die? You say you're the voice for mental illness. Do you want that voice to be "give up, there's no hope?" or do you want the people suffering through the same thing you are, to have hope, to keep trying?

You can't help people and destroy them at the same time. If you're their voice, then you have to find your voice. Dying won't accomplish that.

I have nothing to offer an I'm not worthy or anything but it's a choice not a need my chouice
Why?

I need to pay my water bill, otherwise I won't have water. I need to take my children to school, otherwise they won't get an education. I need to shovel my driveway, otherwise someone will slip and fall.

Suicide is a choice, not a need.

I know it's hard. I know that feeling well. You're in a hole right now. That hole is dark, and cold, and sad. You feel like you'll never get out of that hole, that this is it, this is your life. But that's not true.

The hole isn't real. The hole is in your mind. Your mind is a powerful thing, which is why you feel like you're stuck in that hole. But let go, realize that the hole isn't real, and you can get out.

Instead of a hole, put yourself in a meadow. You have the power to do that, because the hole isn't real. So pluck yourself out of it and go to the place you want to be, the meadow. You don't have to die to do that.

If you choose death, that's when the hole becomes real. That's when you no longer have the choice to get out of it. That's when you're stuck, because there's no turning back from that. Right now you have the choice, you can go to the meadow, or the dance studio, or to any place that makes you happy. Once you end it, you're in the hole forever.

You can't help anyone, much less yourself, if you're stuck in the hole forever.

i have nothing to offer an im not worthy or anything but its a choice not a need my chouice

It is your choice. But you could choose to live, to get yourself help, to find a reason to live.

You promised me a week. Are you going back on your promise?

You think you have nothing to offer. What about your desire to help others? That's worthy, and that's something.

Of course you have something to offer! Just your own experience and how you are trying not to make bad choices is a lot to offer. That's priceless to someone else who is struggling, to hear it from someone who has been there.

Not going back on it its just hard
And to relize there more to live that things will get better and that I can be helped

I stopped si now

It is your choice. But you could choose to live, to get yourself help, to find a reason to live.

You promised me a week. Are you going back on your promise?

You think you have nothing to offer. What about your desire to help others? That's worthy, and that's something.

Thank you!

Do you drive and have use of a car?

not goin back on it its just hard
and and to relize there more to live that things will get better and that i can be helped

i stopped si now

Good.

I think you should try and get some rest. Let's talk again tomorrow.

You can turn this around, but you have to try. Without you trying, putting in the effort, there's no hope. I think that you want to try. I don't think you're ready to give up. You're just at the end of your rope, but you can tie a knot and hang on. We can help you climb it. :)

So get to bed, sleep. I bet things look better tomorrow, even without you trying. Just imagine what you can accomplish if you actually try? :)

Thank you!

Do you drive and have use of a car?

I have my drivers permit just need to take road test .ao took4 ativan and 2 benedrylys

i have my drivers permit just need to take road test .ao took4 ativan and 2 benedrylys
I thought you said you wouldn't take so many meds. What happened?

[i coulnt deal well with my emotikns an thought extra meds would help

I'm a little sedated now an tired but scared of bad deams thougths


I thought you said you wouldn't take so many meds. What happened?

Have you eaten anything today? Or in the past four hours?

Ill take rest of ativan tmrw

Anprozac to
[i coulnt deal well with my emotikns an thought extra meds would help

im a lil sedated now an tired but scared of bad deams thougths

Didn't eat all day today


Have you eaten anything today? or in the past four hours?

ill take rest of ativan tmrw

Anprozac to



So you're not giving me a week?

Kiddo, I've spent hours trying to talk to you, trying to get you to at least give life a chance, to at least wait until you feel better.

You don't seem to be listening. One minute you say you'll give it a chance, that God wouldn't want you to do this, that you have goals, and the next minute you say you need to die.

I can't do this. I've been at this for hours.

Please call the suicide hotline. If you want, you can PM your address and I'll send an ambulance to your home, that way the decision will no longer be in your hands. But I can't be here all night going back and forth, taking one step forward only to have you take 3 steps back.

I'll be back tomorrow. I'm hoping that you'll keep your promise and you'll post tomorrow. But you're right, it's not my choice, it's yours. I can only hope you make the right one.

I hope to see you tomorrow. I have to take care of my kids now.

Good night.

I won't take any more pills I promise an I'm with you on one week so don't give up on me I'm just struggling

I swear ill work with you guys one week promise
So you're not giving me a week?

Kiddo, I've spent hours trying to talk to you, trying to get you to at least give life a chance, to at least wait until you feel better.

You don't seem to be listening. One minute you say you'll give it a chance, that God wouldn't want you to do this, that you have goals, and the next minute you say you need to die.

I can't do this. I've been at this for hours.

Please call the suicide hotline. If you want, you can PM your address and I'll send an ambulance to your home, that way the decision will no longer be in your hands. But I can't be here all night going back and forth, taking one step forward only to have you take 3 steps back.

I'll be back tomorrow. I'm hoping that you'll keep your promise and you'll post tomorrow. But you're right, it's not my choice, it's yours. I can only hope you make the right one.

I hope to see you tomorrow. I have to take care of my kids now.

Good night.

Call 1-800-273-TALK (8255).

Call 1-800-273-TALK (8255).

I'm feeling li

im feeling li
You've ODed. Call 911.

i wont take any more pills i promise an im with you on one week so dont give up on me im just struggling

i swear ill work wih you guys one week promise

I won't give up on you, but you have to make the same promise, because it feels like you've given up on me a few times already. Remember, I'm not a therapist, I'm just a mom, and a person that cares. I don't have a magic cure.

You promised me a week. I hope you keep that promise. I do have to go for tonight. I've been ignoring my kids, and they need me too. So I do have to sign off for tonight. I may be back online a bit later, but I have to go for now.

I'll talk to you tomorrow. Okay?

im feeling li

Call 911. Do it now. Please.

Call 911. Do it now. Please.

I did not overdose

i did not overdose

Ill wait one week before doing anything I keep you all updated.promise I made I wi keeep.

You are supposed to take four Ativan and 2 benedryls at once after not eating and being underweight?

OK


I won't give up on you, but you have to make the same promise, because it feels like you've given up on me a few times already. Remember, I'm not a therapist, I'm just a mom, and a person that cares. I don't have a magic cure.

You promised me a week. I hope you keep that promise. I do have to go for tonight. I've been ignoring my kids, and they need me too. So I do have to sign off for tonight. I may be back online a bit later, but I have to go for now.

I'll talk to you tomorrow. Okay?

You are supposed to take four Ativan and 2 benedryls at once after not eating and being underweight?

Didn't
Have to thoughbmybmistake but no od tonight

didnt
have to thoughbmybmistake but no od tonight
So what have you taken tonight on an empty stomach?

So what have you taken tonight on an empty stomach?
4 ativan n 2 benedrly

4 ativan n 2 benedrly
And you are supposed to take how much? Of what? How often?

w
And you are supposed to take how much? of what? how often?

2 benedryls to sleep at night ativan as needed
I'm feeeling bettterr no

2 benedryls to sleep at night ativan as needed
im feeeling bettterr now
So you took 4 mg of Ativan a while ago?

So you took 4 mg of Ativan a while ago?

Yes with two benedryl

yes with two benedryl

My coordinatation I a lill o bht OK

my coordinatation i a lill o bht ok
It's a little off

its A lil off

I'm altigbt taking it slow

im altigbt takin it slow
Thank you for posting something to help another person on this site. We need you in this world.

Thank you for posting something to help another person on this site. We need you in this world.

Your welcome .im half sucidal now an planning stage one hotdog I ate that's it for today an yesterday
My peroid about month late

your welcome .im half sucidal now an planning stage one hotdog i ate thats it for today an yesterday
my peroid bout month late
Is half suicidal good or bad?

Did you have catsup and mustard on the hotdog?

How did it feel to help someone else on this site? It feels good to help people, doesn't it?

Why not eat a bit more than a hotdog, although I have to say, that sounds really good right now. I wish I had a hotdog. Actually, I could really go for some poutine. Have you ever tried poutine? It's a Canadian thing, french fries with cheese curds covered in gravy. My tummy is growling just thinking about it.

Are your periods normally regular? Is there a possibility that you could be pregnant?

Bad and mustard an ketchup on
Is half suicidal good or bad?

Did you have catsup and mustard on the hotdog?

Felt am
How did it feel to help someone else on this site? It feels good to help people, doesn't it?

Why not eat a bit more than a hotdog, although I have to say, that sounds really good right now. I wish I had a hotdog. Actually, I could really go for some poutine. Have you ever tried poutine? It's a Canadian thing, french fries with cheese curds covered in gravy. My tummy is growling just thinking about it.

Are your periods normally regular? Is there a possibility that you could be pregnant?

felt am

Okay, that one I don't get. Felt am? You felt good to help, or you felt you're pregnant? I'll need a bit of help understand this one. :)

Felt amazing and wonderf ul to help an I'm not pregnant an donr
E eating

i.m 99 pounds aroynd and 5*3

How did it feel to help someone else on this site? It feels good to help people, doesn't it?

Why not eat a bit more than a hotdog, although I have to say, that sounds really good right now. I wish I had a hotdog. Actually, I could really go for some poutine. Have you ever tried poutine? It's a Canadian thing, french fries with cheese curds covered in gravy. My tummy is growling just thinking about it.

Are your periods normally regular? Is there a possibility that you could be pregnant?

I have irregular period

felt amazing and wonderf ul to help an im not pregnant an donr
e eating

i.m 99 pounds aroynd and 5*3

How did it feel to help someone else on this site? It feels good to help people, doesn't it?

Why not eat a bit more than a hotdog, although I have to say, that sounds really good right now. I wish I had a hotdog. Actually, I could really go for some poutine. Have you ever tried poutine? It's a Canadian thing, french fries with cheese curds covered in gravy. My tummy is growling just thinking about it.

Are your periods normally regular? Is there a possibility that you could be pregnant?

I'm not a big eater either. My problem is that I don't like cooking. I like eating, just not making something to eat.

Why don't you like to eat? Do you have favorite foods?

I hate all foods now an want to not eat forever
I'm not a big eater either. My problem is that I don't like cooking. I like eating, just not making something to eat.

Why don't you like to eat? Do you have favorite foods?

Do you realize not eating messes up your metabolism and can even cause you to get really sick and even die? Your body right now is at its busiest, trying hard to grow and mature. Not eating really upsets that.

Do you think you are too fat -- or why won't you eat?

Okay, that one I don't get. Felt am? You felt good to help, or you felt you're pregnant? I'll need a bit of help understand this one. :)

Felt goood to help others

I feel huge that I need surgey an hate eating done eating

Do you realize not eating messes up your metabolism and can even cause you to get really sick and even die? Your body right now is at its busiest, trying hard to grow and mature. Not eating really upsets that.

Do you think you are too fat -- or why won't you eat?

i feel huge that i need surgey an hate eating done eating

On top of your other mental issues, have you been diagnosed with an eating disorder? Does your therapist know about this?

i feel huge that i need surgey an hate eating done eating
Does your mom or a teacher know that you feel this way about eating and how you look?

Have you called the numbers WG posted?

Have you called the numbers WG posted?

People know an I've called hotlines an they don't know how tohlp

people know an ive called hotlines an they dont know how tohlp
Did you call the numbers I gave you? They definitely know how to help you!

I tried a lot of them but they don't help I give let things be as id
Did you call the numbers I gave you? They definitely know how to help you!

My coordination really off

For some reason
i tried alot of them but they dont help i give let things be as id

[ill try to eat so
my coordination really off

for some reason
i tried alot of them but they dont help i give let things be as id

i tried alot of them but they dont help i give let things be as id
You didn't call, did you.

You didn't call, did you.
I called them they all keep tellinh me to go to er if thingz getz worse or call police

I have been diganosed with ed my therapist know

On top of your other mental issues, have you been diagnosed with an eating disorder? Does your therapist know about this?

My fav movies are dance movies

Not me. I'm just a 42 year old mother of two with more pets than most. :)

I work in retail, I live in Canada where it's very cold at the moment. But, I have had experience with depression, and even though I don't know exactly what you're going through, because no two people are the same, I have fought my own battles and I am willing to listen, and help you through this the best I can.

But let's get back to talking.

What's your favorite movie?

Why can't you type and spell?

Why can't you type and spell?

What do you mean?

what do you mean?
"[ill try to eat so"

"felt amazing and wonderf ul to help an I'm not pregnant an donr
E eating

i.m 99 pounds aroynd and 5*3"

[i think ativan an benedrly impaired me but what I was going to say was I waa going ro eat aoon
"[ill try to eat soo"

"felt amazing and wonderf ul to help an im not pregnant an donr
e eating

i.m 99 pounds aroynd and 5*3"

Are you typing from a cell phone or smart phone or Kindle Fire or some such device?

people know an ive called hotlines an they dont know how tohlp
I just called the ones I gave you and talked with the counselors. They know how to help. I was very pleased and am now positive you didn't call the numbers I gave you..

Are you typing from a cell phone or smart phone or Kindle Fire or some such device?from cell phone

from cell phone

And I've calllled lifeline .crisis connection.love lines.hopeline .

and iv calllled lifeline .crisis connection.love lines.hopeline .
Hcmc too

hcmc too
Did you tell them about your suicide thinking and your feelings about eating? And you found out what?

They bassicallytry to help me see why I felt that way an help me with skills also they are like it it gets wore get to the er or somewhere else were you can get help and keep asking when the lattime I've attempted etc


Did you tell them about your suicide thinking and your feelings about eating? And you found out what?

Just took two 0.5 ativan pills .with .25 benedryl two and 20 mg of prozac just now

just took two 0.5 ativan pills .with .25 benedryl two and 20 mg of prozac just now
Why are you overdosing?

Why are you overdosing?

That's not od its fine people say

thats not od its fine people say
What people?

What people?

Other sites

other sites
Where did you get these meds?

Where did you get these meds?

From my kitchen an room

from my kitchen an room
Who prescribed them -- one doctor or more than one doctor?

from my kitchen an room

I'm fine after I took them I feel sleepy is all

Did you take them with a full 8 oz. glass of water?

Have all these been prescribed for YOU?

Who prescribed them -- one doctor or more than one doctor?
3 docs did

3 docs did
Do these doctors know about each other and about what each prescribed for you? And do they know you don't eat? And do they know you are not taking the pills correctly?

Do these doctors know about each other and about what each prescribed for you? And do they know you don't eat? And do they know you are not taking the pills correctly?
Yes an yes yes

yes an yes yes
So you are following the specific directions on the pill bottles, not listening to what people on web sites tell you.

So you are following the specific directions on the pill bottles, not listening to what people on web sites tell you.
I follow labels an not what people want me to take one petson thinks its fine I took what I did

i follow labels an not what people want me to take one petson thinks its fine i took what i did
But you didn't follow the label (dosage directions) last night.

But you didn't follow the label (dosage directions) last night.

Tonight no

tonight no

But I got a high peaceful stressless feeling

I'm going to stop posting on this thread. I feel I am being lied to and taken for a ride and am getting mixed messages. I wish you well and hope your life will improve.

but i got a high peaceful stressless feeling

Peaceful and sedated I feel. Feeels great I love it shoud be regime

I'm going to stop posting on this thread. I feel I am being lied to and taken for a ride and am getting mixed messages. I wish you well and hope your life will improve.

No I care an I'm not lying I swear I'm not takimg for a ride people I'm just intensly struggling

no i care an im not lying i swear im not takimg for a ride people im just intensly struggling
People I in not lying damn not lying I'm being real here an doing best to get help

people i in not lying damn not lying im being real here an doin besyt to get help

I need helpplease someone who knowes addiction recovery etc .what do I do people ? What's my next step? I WWANT to get better just fighting hard


What's my next step??

I need helpplease someone who knowes addiction recovery etc .what do I do people ? What's my next step? I WWANT to get better just fighting hard I'm beggingbfor help and suppport please ill do anything to get better I swear on my life and God hellllp please ill do whatvit takesplease helpim willing to do whatever

Then stop taking your meds the wrong way. Take them like they were prescribed.

If you want help you have to go where help is available. Go to the ER.