Lyra123
Dec 29, 2012, 01:40 AM
You might remember the girl I wanted to marry a year ago. Well, she broke my heart. Used me for money, shelter, food, and luxuries then skedaddled when I wasn't useful anymore. It took almost a year to get over the heartbreak. I was numb for the entire time, but I am now healed. Well, now to my point.
I've known a man for a few years, we are great friends. As we are long distance friends, we communicate via phone calls. We spend hours every night talking. About a month ago we decided for me to move in with him, for me to get away from my abusive father and for him to have help on his bills. I move in in a couple of months. I recently realized I am head over heels for this guy! Not in a childish, Oh emm gee I so love him way but that I care deeply for him. I don't know when it started because I've been ignoring feelings remaining numb.
I told him of my interest in him and he told me that he finds my looks, mind, and personality attractive but that it will take a while for him to develop feelings for anyone because of parent abandonment, being used, and being heart broken in the past. I want to help him heal and I hope I can begin relationship with him, but how?
PS: I apologize for any errors. I am using a phone to type this out.
I've known a man for a few years, we are great friends. As we are long distance friends, we communicate via phone calls. We spend hours every night talking. About a month ago we decided for me to move in with him, for me to get away from my abusive father and for him to have help on his bills. I move in in a couple of months. I recently realized I am head over heels for this guy! Not in a childish, Oh emm gee I so love him way but that I care deeply for him. I don't know when it started because I've been ignoring feelings remaining numb.
I told him of my interest in him and he told me that he finds my looks, mind, and personality attractive but that it will take a while for him to develop feelings for anyone because of parent abandonment, being used, and being heart broken in the past. I want to help him heal and I hope I can begin relationship with him, but how?
PS: I apologize for any errors. I am using a phone to type this out.