I was married for 16 years and in the process of a nasty and I mean nasty divorce I was not only dealing with recovery of a horrible domestic violence relationship and my own trauma, I was slowly made aware of my 4 beautiful children also suffering not only witnessed domestic violence but the worst form of abuse any of our children can experience, molested and 2 at this time have opened up to being raped for many years, now I am not looking for sympathy I am looking for anyone who knows how this feels, I am so sick at this my children have been taken from me and I NEVER KNEW ANYTHING , but he was or I should say our life was always up down and crazy, now part of me wants to hold on and fight cps but part of me wants my children to heal and I do not think this will happen with me in the picture what would you do, I want my children to be OK and process everything so they can live productive lives, and be successful, thank you.