My fiancé and I broke up 2 years ago. I thought that I was mad at him and didn't allow him to come back. We continued takling even though I met a guy and 3 months later I got pregnant. I called the guy that I am with still by my ex's name for 3 months after we got together. I still continued talking to my ex and he got with a girl a year later and we talked about our relationships, but I still wouldn't let myself go back to him even though I knew that I loved him. He told me that he still loved me and I told him that I still loved him. It has currently been about six months since we have talked, but I still feel like I am dying inside. I still feel like I want to be with him. I have never felt the way I do with my boyfriend that I felt with my ex. I am afraid to talk to him and tell him how I feel. I don't want to live my life without him. Please help me!!

Why are you afraid to talk to him and tell him how you feel?

If you don't, you will lose your chance for happiness with the right person.