I just need help I broke up almost 6 months and I have hated life since we broke up and I need help

I'm here. How can I help in the best way?

What happen? What are you doing w your spare time?

If this is affecting you mentally, to the point where you hate life, than it's time to seek counseling and get help.

What happen? What are you doing w your spare time?

I've been at home listing to music and trying not to cut anymore

I've been at home listing to music and trying not to cut anymore

Yup, definitely time for counseling.

I know it's hard, but you need to focus on the positive things in life that are around you. Why would you want a be with a guy who doesn't want a be with you? Would't it be nicer to find a guy who want's to be w you? You have to choices here
1) feel like crap over this
2) move on and find someone who cares

And yes, talking to a professional is a great idea,