I am having depression and I got to thinking of committing suicide quite sometimes because of my boyfriend. He told me his feeling on me is gone. He wants to break up with me and be best friend. I did wrong to him a lot times like accusing him for no reason. Assuming anyhow, demanding him and tell him that he doesn't love me either.

The last fight, he cried and thought of over. But we patch back and together again. Then after that I found out he hide our picture in his wallet that was he never did before. Then I find trouble and ask him what he wants. Then he told me he wants to break up. He said not because he outside got girl and he won’t so fast find GF.

But 2 weeks later I found out he chat with 1 Thai girl and call her darling and tell her miss you and ask her out for breakfast and every time text her and told her that he doesn’t have girlfriend even though until now I am staying at his house. These few without him and I hate this Thai girl.

To love a liar and cheater is not healthy, nor is there happiness. That's why you let him go, cry your eyes out, and look for a better healthier love that brings you happiness.

You break up with him, Get your own life straight, learn from the mistakes you made.

Making a big mistake of staying with him for what reason ? So he can keep cheating on?

Then wanting to kill yourself, because you don't have the ability to walk away and find smoeone new

''accusing him for no reason. Assuming anyhow''
So you assume he had an affair?
Your being crazy latching on to him thinking suicide, I don't think you can handle this relationship my advice is leave him.

This time is not I anyhow accuse him. I did read what he and that thai girl text each other. Send pictures and say miss you and ask for dinner. Every morning greet her good morning and night then text her good night. But to me, whatever I text to him, he just reply OK and yes, he never ever started to text me. But this few days I can see he has changed abit. He text me he go where and do what. Come back home packet food for me and cook for me and go out together with me. But the problem is I don't know whether he still chatting with that thai girl or what. Guys like free one so if that girl text him or whatever he sure will reply her text and so so. But I love him so much . One of the reasons may be because I scare loneliness and some more I don't have friends since they every time busy with their bfss. They ignore me though. That's why can suggest me how am I going to do? Thanks for your comments.. I reli appreciate.

Is this love or dependence and fear? You really do need to build a life that you enjoy with out him if you are staying with a liar and cheater because you are afraid of loneliness and have no true friends.