My GF share with me everything whatever in her mind all the time as a best friend, but that is my main problem, she loved many person before me. Indeed she forgot everything, but problem is that whenever she remind those person or
Unexpectedly meet them she thought back the past and told me they were better
For me, they were mentally same as her and her dreamed person. And normally I
Feel jealousy and behave rudely which she doesn't like, but what to do? I can't control myself. So when she remind them she totally avoid me, talk me less, behave formally, don't reply properly each things.

She told me many times even now that I am not the right person for her, she deserve someone better that me, but we have already spent two years, we have a very close relation.

After 2 years how she feel that I am not the right person of her, she want to leave me. But my question is that why she came in my life? Why she need to take too much time to know me if she does have anything in her mind? Why she didn't tell me earlier? Its not that she cheat me or use me and smashed my beautiful life?

This is my 1st love. To me I was really very upset on that behavior from her without having any fault from me. This is the most painful time for me on that moment. But otherwise every thing is okay. She is too cute and sweet. I love her too much.

My question is that what I need to do right now and how to behave with her? And also above question.

Jealousy is an ugly, damaging trait. I suspect that you are very likable otherwise, so she likes you except for that. You say you can't help yourself, but that is a poor excuse - you can force yourself to keep jealousy quiet, while you work on what it is about you that makes you so jealous. Most of us know jealousy. It isn't easy to control, but we do, so that we don't lose the people we love.

Everyday we met at Park after office, but last day she told me not to come, bcoz will go for shopping with her friend.Almost two Years of our relationship she never went with someone except me.When I ask the Name of the Friend, she didn't tell.I leave early from office and wait near her office,I saw - She called someone.after that receive my call and show angried on me.I followed her, but I can't wait to meet her.When she looked that I came and smashed her plan, she was looking upset, and called her friend "not to come today,she will tell him another day for date".I saw her Mobile and got the number, called the person,he was working our previous company, I knew the boy.I told her why you hide me that ? She said nothing between them.When I knew that she shouldn't hide anything to me while I am not hiding anything to her. My question that should I believe her that she will not go any other day for DATE with this boy??

Just curious as to what level of commitment you have both agreed to? It seems you are more committed than she is and she may not feel about you the way you feel about her.