1BrightStar
Nov 1, 2012, 06:00 AM
Ok so I have a issue with porn as it is myself esteam and some things that happened to me as a kid make it hard to watch with a partner but I have no issue with it by myself I don't know my brain is funky... I don't mind if my guy watches porn as long as I'm getting what I want sexualy if he's turning me down because he is tugging on it too much to some other chicks action so to speak then I have a issue.
So I'm currently without a computer due to mine getting stolen I was using my boyfriends when to my shock and surprise I went to put some stuff on my iPod and some of the video options were a bunch of gay and tranny porn , now if it was stuff he had looked at in passing I would have found it a little odd but it was stuff he had chosen to save and that freaked me out something about the way he is about porn creeps me out as it is but this was a majo turn off for me !
So I talk to him about it when he gets home from work and he has all these half excuses I can't even remember but anyway what's the deal is he gay? Bi? Or is that normal?(doubtful) I'm feeling totally confused grossed out and betrayed 7 years and this comes out now and somewhere in the conversation we had he said he felt better because he didn't have to lie about it anymore?? What? HELP
So I'm currently without a computer due to mine getting stolen I was using my boyfriends when to my shock and surprise I went to put some stuff on my iPod and some of the video options were a bunch of gay and tranny porn , now if it was stuff he had looked at in passing I would have found it a little odd but it was stuff he had chosen to save and that freaked me out something about the way he is about porn creeps me out as it is but this was a majo turn off for me !
So I talk to him about it when he gets home from work and he has all these half excuses I can't even remember but anyway what's the deal is he gay? Bi? Or is that normal?(doubtful) I'm feeling totally confused grossed out and betrayed 7 years and this comes out now and somewhere in the conversation we had he said he felt better because he didn't have to lie about it anymore?? What? HELP