pink_jacket
Aug 13, 2012, 12:37 PM
Hi Friends,
Sadly its been over 2 years now that I haven't seen my x nor has he ever come to visit his son,I last we heard he had got married, although he had proved to be a bad husband, and had taken me to the limits of torture I still think of him when I am alone, although I'm strong ifnront of my family, I really miss a family life, to see my son with his father, is a dream which is lost somewhere in my eyes... what do I do.. how do I feel better. Over these 2 years I have really fixed my financial issues, worked hrd and achieved almost everything I would want to have in my home, but why am I not happy.. what do I do to get there.. my son is a sweetheart, the heartbeat and smile of my face.. to come home play with him and see him is a pleasure and a blessing from God.. but why am I still empty inside. What happened to me... I was so strong, why do I feel like this suddenly.. although I know he wudnt ever respect me or consider antyhign I did for him, neither his return would cause me any ease and nor would I want to go back to a sscary and violent relationship, why am I feeling low... what's wrong with me, is there any pills or therapy I can do to feel better?
Sadly its been over 2 years now that I haven't seen my x nor has he ever come to visit his son,I last we heard he had got married, although he had proved to be a bad husband, and had taken me to the limits of torture I still think of him when I am alone, although I'm strong ifnront of my family, I really miss a family life, to see my son with his father, is a dream which is lost somewhere in my eyes... what do I do.. how do I feel better. Over these 2 years I have really fixed my financial issues, worked hrd and achieved almost everything I would want to have in my home, but why am I not happy.. what do I do to get there.. my son is a sweetheart, the heartbeat and smile of my face.. to come home play with him and see him is a pleasure and a blessing from God.. but why am I still empty inside. What happened to me... I was so strong, why do I feel like this suddenly.. although I know he wudnt ever respect me or consider antyhign I did for him, neither his return would cause me any ease and nor would I want to go back to a sscary and violent relationship, why am I feeling low... what's wrong with me, is there any pills or therapy I can do to feel better?