Yesterday I broke up with my boyfriend, We just made 10 months and I was over in love even talked marriage. I mean I know he was bringing me down because I was on my own raising my two kids. Had a good job, my own house, and have my own car. Well to make a long story short I lost everything cause I tried to bring this man up.

I loved his 3 kids by two baby mommas, and I took all the mess that he put in my life. What I'm asking is I know I did what needed to be done, but why am I in so much pain to where I just want my heart to stop so I don't have to feel this hurt?

You just miss him. Once your heart forgets him you will feel better. Eventually you will forget all about him. Time heals.try to occupy yourself to distract your heart from him. Pick up a hobby. Or just help others out. You will overcome this with time.

Thankk you I'm trying

You are supposed to cry after you gave your all and it failed, and the wounds are still fresh. Healing takes time.