Hello,I'm not so sure how this will work but venting out of do me some good.I moved back down south in February which caused me to break up with my long time boyfriend that I love so dearly.I've never chased after a male,and sure as hell refuse to chase after him.We've been on and off since 2010.Not because we lack the ability to maintain a steady relationship,but he and I are what you'd call "night and day." He's a really serious,respected most kindhearted street guy and I'm weird and bubbly.I say this because he and I have had our fair share of adversities in our lives but he is faced with many constantly.It's the hardest thing to watch because I know him inside and out and he ALWAYS holds his head high and keeps moving forward;somehow finding the strength to always be there for me and encourage me to follow my heart and dreams.Whenever we reconnect it just happens so smoothly like we were never apart,but I was raised to listen to a man's word because he will tell you what his true intentions are;jokingly or not.Just the other day we had a real falling out because HE came back into MY life;with all these great and wonderful plans,telling me how much he loves me and only and how he wants to move down here with me while I'm in college and officially start our future together but then he was claiming that I've been "verbally hazing him" which hurt him a lot and that he's not ready for a serious relathionship.So after we exchange some venomous words (well I normally say the meanest things) he indirectly tells me he no longer loves me by telling my to listen to Drake's song "Doing It Wrong."I told him that this was the last time and that I don't think he'll ever be ready and haven't spoken to him since.My family,friends and him even,know that when I say I'm done with ANYONE they'll never hear from me again.But I'm just wondering,does he really not love me anymore or were those words said in the heat of the moment?

I'm not sure how we would possibly know what he's feeling?
Also I don't know who gave you the idea that you can 'listen to a man's word because he will tell you what his true intentions are.. '
You say men never hear from you again once you say you are done, so what's the point of wondering?
Maybe it's time to think about cutting back on the venom. You're just starting college? So you are still in your teens? Still many years to sort out how you deal with relationships.