marianna6
Jul 16, 2012, 02:49 AM
Hello all,
I'm living in a family where my mum has to make every disecion for me.. I'm not allowed to see my friends.. she goes through my personal stuff and searches for clues.. I have a guy who I love so much and we are so serious.. I'm an engineer and he's studying law.. we are the same age.. I will soon apply for masters and continue since I'm not allowed to marry him yet.. but I'm so sad I can't even meet him.. we''re from different countries but he did everything to convince them but my mum is so superficial and she wants a powerful guy with tons of money to be my husband.. in my country I can't leave or do anything without my parent's permission.. and I'm so desperate I'm so in love with this guy I can't just move on and so is he.. no matter how much I tell mum or no matter how much I'm sick cause of everything or tired she just makes me feel bad everyday and calls me bad names and curses me... I dono't know what I can do.. nothing is working at all.. it's like I'm living but not alive in the same time since another person is taking control over my life..
I'm living in a family where my mum has to make every disecion for me.. I'm not allowed to see my friends.. she goes through my personal stuff and searches for clues.. I have a guy who I love so much and we are so serious.. I'm an engineer and he's studying law.. we are the same age.. I will soon apply for masters and continue since I'm not allowed to marry him yet.. but I'm so sad I can't even meet him.. we''re from different countries but he did everything to convince them but my mum is so superficial and she wants a powerful guy with tons of money to be my husband.. in my country I can't leave or do anything without my parent's permission.. and I'm so desperate I'm so in love with this guy I can't just move on and so is he.. no matter how much I tell mum or no matter how much I'm sick cause of everything or tired she just makes me feel bad everyday and calls me bad names and curses me... I dono't know what I can do.. nothing is working at all.. it's like I'm living but not alive in the same time since another person is taking control over my life..