I feel alone. I have known him for almost two years and the feelings I have for him haven't changed. He agreed to hangout with me the other day as long as I brought a friend. So I did. & apparently his friend thought she was unattractive. So she sat by herself & I sat with him & his friend sat by himself. I love this kid with all my heart. But apparently he doesn't care. We hung out for maybe 45 minutes & he wanted to leave to go to a party.. so I let him. When he dropped me off at my house I told him that I loved him because I could tell he was annoyed and he did say it back but I know he didn't mean it.. No text that night, no text the next night. I text him asking about it & he said he's not ready to say that because he just likes me.. I don't know what to think. I feel like I mean nothing to him. I don't eat. I don't sleep. I just sit here. I feel like . I just want to be with him. He doest care. So I don't see the point of caring either. I'm just going to sleep this pain away.

Noope