When I was younger I was interested in doing 'spells' and witchcraft. I did pleanty of them but nothing ever cam of it for I new it was not real.

About 5 months after I had stopped I started having terrifing dreams where I would wake up pale and nauseous or screaming and paralised.

As time went on these freaky events turned from just happening in my dreams to happening while I was awake.

I was laying in bed wide awake and I felt a bad presence getting closer and closer, only being 15 at the time it scared the hell out of me. It was a black type cloud which placed itself over my body and stopped me from being able to move or speak and made me shake, It felt like it was entering into my chest and was suffocating me for a good 5 minutes until it gave up.

After that had happened I was terrified to go to bed at night for each night I could feel its presence coming through the door getting closer to me but than it would leave.

Now I am 20 an it has started compressing itself into my chest at night again and not letting me move of yell for help. Last night for the first time it acctually whispered something in my ear whilst it was compressing against my chest.

What the hell is happening? Am I going crazy?

I have these sensations before I wake up to were I will be lying their unable to move or speak than ill wake up fully and have butterflies in my stomach. These moments when I can't move are a repetitive dream that I have that happens when I'm in like a very light sleep. Almost like I'm 30% conscious. Are these events happening when your in a very light sleep or happen as you are dozing off and close to sleep. If so you aren't crazy its just very rare I guess.

What I suffer from is sleep paralysis you may have the same thing

No, you're not going crazy.

Any time you start having chest pains and shortness of breath you should have a doctor check you out just in case.

However, just because your spells never worked, does not mean you did not invite a spirit into your life... and that sounds like what has happened.