I hate my mom.she has no time for me!! Always working... And when I ask her for money she's always saying how she just paid something and aimt got any. She gets all this bfs that don't even learn my name! My brother get all the attention. He gets bad grades no big deal. He does something bad no big deal. But IIIIII get bad grades and I'm in trouble. I do something wrong and I get in trouble. She isn't got money but she can go out to eat with my sister. Tired of HER. Im never happy. She is such a fake person. If we have someone over she's like here's my big 13 year old baby. But they leave and then she's All up in her phone and don't give a crap of what's going on.! My dads in jail. Always sad because I dot write back to him. My life is a disaster. I cry myself to sleep. I act all happy with my friends but truth is I which I could stay over at there house for ever. I Want to BE ADOPTED!! My brother hits me nothing happens! I heat him and get in trouble! I use to think about suicide which scares me! I Want to BE ADOPTED PLZZ HELP ME!! I can't take it any more! :(((((((

Its not going to happen. If you are being physically abused talk to someone at school.

What if I'm about to comite suicide?? Because I'm so freaking tired and depressed of all this?

You are not going to be adopted, if you are being physcially abused, call CPS or CFS ( what ever they are called in your area) they investigate and you may be put in a foster home.
* don't expect love, don't expect them to give you any money, but you will be safe.