sugar5
May 24, 2012, 11:38 PM
My boyfriend and I have been together for 2 years and I knew I loved him from the moment I met him. I was never the type of girl to wear make up and was not interested in it and always got the compliment that I am naturally beautiful.
However 3 years ago I got a rare skin problem on my face which started from my chin and grew up towards the right side of my face. I have literally seen 20 doctors, dermatologists and even tried homeopathic medicine but nothing has helped. Recently a biopsy of my skin stated that it was metamorphia so I am soon going to start the treatment.
When I met my boyfriend it was not that big and was only on my chin and it was not that noticeable. I told him about my skin problem before he asked me out but he doesn't remember that and now my skin problem really bugs him. He says I "tricked" him into being with me and I honestly am not that type of person and I remmeber exactly ehen and how I told him about it. Recently I seen a conversation open in his fb where he is flirting with a girl but when I asked him about it he blamed his friends but I know it was him because I also saw text messages in his phone talking to this girl. I know he does not chill with her and that he isn't cheating on me but it makes me really uncomfortable because if she is just his friend why didn't he tell me about it.
Today we were hanging out and we got into a little argument. Then he said that I was boring to him, He always brings up how nice other girls dress and checks out other girls all the time. He tols me I didn't know how to dress, that I had no personality and worst of all when I asked him if he would characterize me as beautiful, pretty, or ugle.. and he said "i dont know". This really bugs me because I feel if you love someone you think everything about them is beautiful. I believe we are both average looking people but to me I see him as the most handsome guy in the world. The sadder part is... I asked him if that girl he was talking to over fb and text message was beautiful, pretty or ugly and without a doubt he said she was really pretty. I do everything in the world for him and put him first for everything. I have helped him so many times with things in his life but, I feel like he has never been there for me. When I am sad or upset he never ever wipes my tears and just tells me to be quiet and that I'm so annoying. It is very hurtful.
When he got home today he texted me saying he was sorry and that he feels bad for the things he said and that e loves me. We usually call each other at night all the time but he didn't even say goodnight or bother calling me and just fell asleep. So I feel like he wasn't really sorry for all the mean things he said to me. I love him so much and do not know what I would do without him. But I feel like he doesn't treat me the way I deserve to be treated. What should I do ? :( I really love him and I know he loves me too... but I need more from hi... I need to be told I look nice and beautiful here and there. Despit my skin problem Every time I do look nice he always brings it up and says.. u look nice.. BUT your scar...
However 3 years ago I got a rare skin problem on my face which started from my chin and grew up towards the right side of my face. I have literally seen 20 doctors, dermatologists and even tried homeopathic medicine but nothing has helped. Recently a biopsy of my skin stated that it was metamorphia so I am soon going to start the treatment.
When I met my boyfriend it was not that big and was only on my chin and it was not that noticeable. I told him about my skin problem before he asked me out but he doesn't remember that and now my skin problem really bugs him. He says I "tricked" him into being with me and I honestly am not that type of person and I remmeber exactly ehen and how I told him about it. Recently I seen a conversation open in his fb where he is flirting with a girl but when I asked him about it he blamed his friends but I know it was him because I also saw text messages in his phone talking to this girl. I know he does not chill with her and that he isn't cheating on me but it makes me really uncomfortable because if she is just his friend why didn't he tell me about it.
Today we were hanging out and we got into a little argument. Then he said that I was boring to him, He always brings up how nice other girls dress and checks out other girls all the time. He tols me I didn't know how to dress, that I had no personality and worst of all when I asked him if he would characterize me as beautiful, pretty, or ugle.. and he said "i dont know". This really bugs me because I feel if you love someone you think everything about them is beautiful. I believe we are both average looking people but to me I see him as the most handsome guy in the world. The sadder part is... I asked him if that girl he was talking to over fb and text message was beautiful, pretty or ugly and without a doubt he said she was really pretty. I do everything in the world for him and put him first for everything. I have helped him so many times with things in his life but, I feel like he has never been there for me. When I am sad or upset he never ever wipes my tears and just tells me to be quiet and that I'm so annoying. It is very hurtful.
When he got home today he texted me saying he was sorry and that he feels bad for the things he said and that e loves me. We usually call each other at night all the time but he didn't even say goodnight or bother calling me and just fell asleep. So I feel like he wasn't really sorry for all the mean things he said to me. I love him so much and do not know what I would do without him. But I feel like he doesn't treat me the way I deserve to be treated. What should I do ? :( I really love him and I know he loves me too... but I need more from hi... I need to be told I look nice and beautiful here and there. Despit my skin problem Every time I do look nice he always brings it up and says.. u look nice.. BUT your scar...