Well it all started with him around other girls, and they were shy es ( and I'm the strong girl type who tries to live with jealousy) but I get super jealous. I hang around guys often but my boyfriend never complains to me about it so I figure its okay. And I don't know if he loves me and I see this guy as a "special friend", I can't make him happy and every time I try something always goes wrong and it has to do with his friends and girls that are his friends. We are in different social classes but I really do try to talk to him in school but its hard because now he is starting to ignore me! I see him as a boyfriend but also as a friend because I really don't like kissing or anything like that with a guy that is basically a bone that ignores me, what a ____ anyway I don't want him to hate me but I don't want to be his girlfriend, help?

Then you tell him you don't want to be his girl friend.

This is the reason people begin to get stuck in relationships. Bad, and even good. However, in this case it almost seems as if he doesn't feel the same towards you. If you're really that scared, just ignore him. You'll both eventually forget and move on or if he cares for you he will wonder why.