Hello..

I'm male married to a girl 5 years ago and has 2 kids... But I was in love with a girl for the past 13 years and due to some unavoidable situation I was forced to marry this girl, but this girl is really caring and affectionate, she loves me like anything in this world, but I cannot be so true to her love and every time I act or pretend I like her but inside me and my soul its my love which I cannot forgive or forget till now, I had 2 kids and its out of her interest but I cannot remain normal, I'm still in touch with my love ex girl till now but I'm very much confused that am I right or wrong and I want my wife to be happy and I even told her I cannot forget my love which is very painful to express to my wife, even night times my wife can understand that I cannot be normal person like other husbands, now my love and ex girl is going to get married I'm in very confused stage and I cannot digest this situation. Feel like dying or go some where.. please help me in coming out of this situation.. I don't want to hurt anyone