Three years ago I meet a man and feel in love with him from the moment he kissed me. It was about an hour after we meet. Less than two months later he dumped, but we ended still talking to each other.

I have met a few other people since then but I still wish I was with him. Even though sometimes I feel that if he was to walk through my door right now I would say no to him. First for hurting me, dumping, for telling me about the life he wants to have and making me feel like was being included in it, Asking for personal advise and feeling like I was the only one he could talk, he even told me things about his life that he says he has never told anyone including his best friend and asked me to promise not to tell. Even to day I have not mentiioned this to my best friend. I told everybody about him even strangers. I would be talking to people and I would start to talk about him.

I am with someone now and its all most two years. I feel like I love them. But when I feel like I really feel like I need to talk to someone I think of my ex. Boyfreind.
All the guys have been with in bed when they do something wrong I feel like it should be him to correct it. If the sex was not great I feel like he would do better.

Don't get me wrong, the man am with sometimes I feel like I love them, but I don't think its in the same level as my ex.

I don't know if am being mean to my current boyfriend.
He thinks that I love him, and I think I do too but sometimes I wonder.

I would recommend to break up with your current boyfriend, remain single for a while, let the feelings for the ex die down, do NOT contact him at all, and when you have moved on completely, then you can maybe try a relationship again with someone else.

Sometimes we all think about our ex and the good times once in a while but then we would just think oh well and the next thing we do would distract us. However, it seems like you are still hung over this ex. You need to break up with this guy and be single and stop being with new guys. The reason why you keep moving from guys to guys is because you are not over your ex. Essentially you are just using these guys. Stop doing that and be single until you can manage to carry on a new relationship.