Hello, my name is Tony and I'm 15 years old.
Im going to start by the beginning.
As a kiddo, I used to have head-aches (70% time) after activities,
We didn't take it as anything serious. 3-4 years ago for the new years, I tried weed for the first time, wasn't anything special. The next day there was some weeds left and I smoked it and I felt so awesome, and I did it EVERY day after school.
At an age 14 I really saw what weed did to me, it helped me with my headaches so much but we moved and I was sure that I'm going to quit, which I did and I was clean for 6 months, it all broke up till now. I wanted to smoke weed one night, got me some weed and I smoked it. I usually got a pain in the chest if I smoked a lot, which I got used to anyway. Nowadays I smoke weed every day for about 2 months now (bong way) and it helps me with the pain.
(about my pain here) as a toddler I was bitten by a bug. I had a red cross and I scratched it off, showed it to my parents and they said that its nothing.
Nowadays I have a migrain that is similar to non sleepness, dizzyness, passing out feeling, MAJOR pain on the sides near eyes. When I smoke it mainly helps me, but sometimes I would have a headache after about 20 minutes of being high.
I just wanted some advice what to do, I went to doctors and they are still working on my case, I can't do as much stuff as other kids in my school do. I got really depressed with my life, its also a sideeffect from my illness, anxiety.
Im a normal 15 year old, I'm 16,9 tall, I'm normally in puberty, almost over.
If anyone has a case like mine please share the story and just give it out, if you have an advice from me please tell me.

Thanks for wasting some time to read it, its really something that you should know about me. By the way I have never been outside while high, like not in school not I'm shops not in everywhere but I want to try it.

So you use illegal drugs to help with pain, In all these years you have not had your real problem treated or found out, so it could be life threatening but so what, you can get high.

By 18 you will be smoking several times a day, you will get more paranoid, since that is what smoking pot will do. At some point point, you will be getting more scared and worried, so you will need other drugs to calm you down.

Most likely by 20 you will get arrested and be asking questions on how to cheat on your drug test ( like 100s a week do here) or be asking about what will happen now that you violated probation.