CutUpAngels
Mar 31, 2012, 03:31 PM
For the past 2 years I've been feeling horrible I just break out crying for no reason I sleep all the time. And when I don't I want to go back to bed. My body cramps every time I wake up.
I picked up some weight which normally I'm okay with because my weight always fluctuated but when going with my mom to buy new clothes everything I picked was too small and I got so frustrated that I started crying. This never use to happen.
I feel so lonely I have no social life what so ever, I can't seem to kep friends I'm constantly at home. It's come to a point where if I'm lying in bed and I have nothing on my mind I think of killing myself.
I feel like I'm just a nuisance to my parents and will amount to nothing having wasted their time and effort on me.
I want to know what I'm suppose to do, I don't want to talk to my parents about how I feel.
I picked up some weight which normally I'm okay with because my weight always fluctuated but when going with my mom to buy new clothes everything I picked was too small and I got so frustrated that I started crying. This never use to happen.
I feel so lonely I have no social life what so ever, I can't seem to kep friends I'm constantly at home. It's come to a point where if I'm lying in bed and I have nothing on my mind I think of killing myself.
I feel like I'm just a nuisance to my parents and will amount to nothing having wasted their time and effort on me.
I want to know what I'm suppose to do, I don't want to talk to my parents about how I feel.