I consider myself and above average in intelligence person.
I have the (I believe at least) intelligence to understand that I am smarter than many people but that there are also people who are smarter or very smarter than me.

How can I live with the fact that some people are simply smarter (better) than me?
I wish I was not smart so I at least would be happy.Because now I feel that am only smart enough to be troubled , am not smart enough to solve things.

And even if I was the smartest guy alive how do I then live with the fact that all human life is pointless?
Becoming the most important man in earth is STILL NOTHING.
The universe does not care and the earth is still a stone in the beach in the whole universe.


How am I supposed to be happy knowing that my life is pointless?And that am not even one of the "special"(geniuses) pointless ones?

Your life isn't pointless. And what makes you think that people who are less smarter than you are happy? I think you should try challenging yourself more. Try to gain even more knowledge. If you haven't already, go to college and study one of the hardest majors, and try to be the best you can be in that field. Become a lawyer or some kind of doctor. Just study anything you can get your hands on. But also remember that life isn't all about school. And there will always be someone smarter. Sure, its good to have some intelligence, but there's a lot of other things in this world that makes up life. You don't have to dumb yourself down, but you can have some fun. Find new hobbies.