Crushedvelvets
Jan 29, 2012, 02:57 PM
Do I have EDNOS or am I just crazy!
Basically,ever since I was little I've been bullied about my weight.
I'm 14 now and once I was 12 it really hit me hard,
I tried the ABC diet but keep failing and making myself throw up.
I'm more overweight than underweight.I made myself throw up yesterday when I failed at my ABC diet,I've done it about 4 times now.I constantly diet and starve but then stop after a few days.I'm so committed to being skinny,it's all I've ever wanted to be.I've never ever been happy with my body,I spend ages on proana sites and watching people on you tube with anorexia.I'm constantly checking calories and worrying about my weight.And I do chew food and spit it out a lot.
What's wrong with me?:/
Basically,ever since I was little I've been bullied about my weight.
I'm 14 now and once I was 12 it really hit me hard,
I tried the ABC diet but keep failing and making myself throw up.
I'm more overweight than underweight.I made myself throw up yesterday when I failed at my ABC diet,I've done it about 4 times now.I constantly diet and starve but then stop after a few days.I'm so committed to being skinny,it's all I've ever wanted to be.I've never ever been happy with my body,I spend ages on proana sites and watching people on you tube with anorexia.I'm constantly checking calories and worrying about my weight.And I do chew food and spit it out a lot.
What's wrong with me?:/